Chapter Three
Hailey’s POV
Dinner was not yet over but I itched to scroll through my phone but mom would not allow it.
“So how did school go today?” Mum asked.
I plastered a smile and took a spoonful of the salad into my mouth. “Great” I mumbled.
“See I knew you would be happy in moonstone high” my mum said as she took a sip of water. “Did you hang out with Daisy and Alice?”
My mouth went dry and I swallowed. I nodded quickly and regretted ever meeting Daisy and Alice on my first day of school at moonstone. My mother had not yet forgotten them since. How old did she think I was? 2? Does she think it was easy to make friends as a teenager?
“You guys had fun today?” she asked smiling.
The image of me fighting for my life in the bathroom today flashed through my mind and I resisted the urge to snort.
“Yes Mom, just the usual”. I stuffed my face with food maybe that would make it easier to evade her questions.
“You know that girl Daisy is beautiful” she said smiling. That was when I knew I had to nip it in the bud.
“She—“
“Mum may I be excused!” I said almost immediately.
I didn’t miss the look of shock on her face but I was not going to sit and listen to her fawn over my school bully.
She sighed as she nodded.
“Thank you” I replied and took my plate into the kitchen. I wasted no time in going upstairs before she strikes up a discussion and I would be guilty of wanting to leave.
5 minutes later, I was seated on my desk, going through the comment section of my new erotic novels. Amidst the praises I got there was a few comments that took sleep away from my eyes?
‘Is that even realistic?” one said.
‘I agree her new novels lack realism. It’s like she’s not in touch with herself anymore'
‘I couldn’t agree more. The s*x scenes in this book are Boooooooring'
I couldn’t believe what I was reading. I began reading other comments and they said the same thing. I began to sweat even though the air conditioning was blasting through my room.
I stared longer at the comments till it began to look like something else. I tried to brush it aside and continue the story then my mind flashed back to what had happened earlier at school.
Was I really boring like Daisy had said in school earlier? That thought worried me. Have I really exhausted my creative juice?
Even though I have had no s****l experience with any male werewolf but I am optimistic that the moon goddess will be kind with me. I would get a mate and I would have s*x and eventually know what it feels like. Was it really overrated like some people say?
Then again I tried to write but I became worried. There’s this saying that one cannot give what they do not have. I believed in it.
I shook my head vigorously as if to dispel the thought of not being good enough then I closed the comment section of my new book. I clicked on my Work in progress and began to type furiously.
After a while I read what I had written and deleted all. They were not just good enough.
Slowly I reached for my phone and went to the message app and clicked on Lilith’s name.
‘Hi babe'
She immediately began to type.
‘Start talking'
I chuckled at her reply. Lilith knew me well. And so I told her everything on my mind. She told she understood how I felt but then I should put myself in the reader’s shoes.
'So what do I do?’ I typed.
Immediately she sent me a link. She said she knew I wanted to be pure but there were a thousand and one ways to deal with this issues. In which that link was one of them.
I thanked her and immediately clicked on it.
‘Ah...fuck…” a woman moaned loudly.
Immediately I switched off my phone. Stunned. What was that?
Then after a while, I grabbed my ear buds and went through the link.
It was a link where female adult toys were sold. I was stunned. After watching for a while, I went for a purchase. I put off my phone and laid on my bed.
I couldn’t wait for my purchase to arrive.
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“Hailey are you sure you will be okay alone?” mum said as she walked out the door.
“Yes mum” I smiled. “I will lock up the whole house. You forget I have done this countless times”
Mum was going to visit a relative in the next pack. She had to pass the night over there.
She stared at me. Not convinced I would do okay alone but she didn’t say a word. She pulled me in for a hug.
“Be good” she said and I chuckled. “By the way you have a package on the table” and with that she walked to her car and drove off. I waited for her to leave the drive way before I lunged for the package.
I ran upstairs and dropped it on the bed. My heart raced as I stared it. It was my new s*x toy. Slowly I began to unpack it.
I stared at the electronic dildo in my hands and gasped. It was huge. I painstakingly read the manual. I applied a lubricant in my p***y, as I had read online.
Then I plugged it in. The shiny new head vibrated as I took in a deep breath. I slid it up along my stomach, moving it slowly upward past my waistline. I teased my s*x with its head, then dipped it a little inside me, tracing its way back down toward my entrance. My hips bucked uncontrollably. I needed more and I wanted it now.
I put it deeper into my p***y, my hips jerked upwards. I took it out.
Then I entered it, slowly at first, I cried out in ecstasy. Then I started moving faster. It felt wonderful. Really wonderful. I increased the intensity and I was thrusting and bucking as I cried out, almost coming apart.
My body was quaking so hard I fell off the bed.
Again, I began thrusting more deeply, filling me completely, and soon I was riding the dildo crying out again as waves of pleasure rolled through me like a tsunami.
My cries grew louder, more desperate. My orgasm built rapidly within me.
I moaned quietly, moaning and arching my back, unable to contain my release. A few more seconds and I would explode, just then a gentle breeze blew and my window curtains opened. I found herself making eye contact with Asher across the new house.
Immediately I threw the dildo away and rushed to the window. I shut it and leaned on the window. My heart pounding in my chest.
How long had he been standing there? Did he see anything?
These questions plagued my heart.