I restrained myself from crying as I sat and hugged the picture of Alexander and me.
Today is his funeral. There were a lot of people who were sympathetic and almost all of us turned black. It was his last day and after that they decided to just cremate his body.
Even though it was his last day, I still didn't look at the coffin where he was because I was afraid that my promise to him would not be fulfilled.
What he said echoed in my brain again as he took his life in my arms.
'When i die, don't come near my body. 'Cause my hand can't move to wipe your tears anymore.'
I looked up so that the tears wouldn't fall in my eyes but I really couldn't help it and on countless occasions I cried again.
I looked at Ashton standing next to me and handed me a handkerchief. I absentmindedly r
