Never Ending Lies

NOT FRIENDS

(JENNIE)

Loud music, alcohol, drunk people and dancing. I'm sure neighbors were able to hear the music from down the block. Maybe there are people stumbling on the sidewalk or in the yard too. It's 12:41am.

My eyes are wide open as I'm trying to fight sleep.

It's dark and hot and I'm not sure where Lisa went; plus, I have never had to pee this bad in my entire life, but this guy grinding up behind me doesn't seem to care.

Without bothering to turn around and explain myself to this guy, I rip his hands off my waist and head for the stairs. Finally reaching the bathroom I was grateful that there wasn't a line before isolating myself from the noise it was almost peaceful as the music hummed behind the closed door.

Laughter and drunken conversations took place from outside the bathroom and I prayed that no one would come knocking on the door as I just wanted a moment to myself since Lisa had ditched me and gone god knows where or is with god knows who doing what I'm sure she does best.

A pity of disgust swirled within me as it felt like the stomach acid was making its way up my throat, starting to feel sick.

Washing my hands and finishing up I looked at myself in the mirror shaking my head, why did I agree to come here? I questioned myself even though I knew why. I did this for Lisa, to get a bit closer to her. Clearly that wasn't working out since she had disappeared and I have not seen or spent time with her since the car ride here.

Collecting myself mentally and emotionally I unlocked the door and flung it open only to come face to face with Lisa and a glazed look in her eyes.

Was she drunk?

"Hey Kitten." She mumbled laughing her words almost incoherent.

"Hey LisBear. You okay? Want some water?" I asked feeling concerned.

"Hm, my head hurts but I'm great. Just fantastic." She groaned bringing her hand to her temple.

"Let's go find somewhere quiet then." I suggested taking her hand in mine and going to the closest and hopefully empty room near by.

"Out of all the rooms here you happen to pick mine?" I heard Lisa laugh once we had entered the room and closed the door.

"What?"

"When.... when I need a home away from, you know. Chu lets me crash.... here." Lisa struggled with her words.

"How nice." I replied.

"The greatest." Lisa wobbled over and titled against the wall trying to steady herself.

"Okay. I think you need to lay down and relax to just-"

"Trying to get me into bed already Ms. Kim? Not very lady like." Lisa giggled as I tried to help her.

"You're so beautiful Jen." Lisa continued placing her hand on my cheek and stroking the skin with the pad of her thumb. As my eyes connected with Lisa's we were so close that even in the dull lighting I took note of how black her eyes were as her pupils were heavily dilated.

She wasn't just drunk; she wanted me. That thought caused butterflies in my stomach and goosebumps.

"Lisa your... your eyes." I muttered trying to avoid looking into them and getting lost.

"What about them?" Her words dragged out.

"They're dilated. I do recalled what happens when your eyes get like that." I stated remembering our previous encounters like the fair and my party.

"You remember. How sweet." Lisa teased.

"What are friends for?" I somewhat joked hoping that Lisa and I were on some levels friends.

"We aren't friends remember. We... we've had this... talk before." Lisa argued causing my heart to slightly break a bit but I knew not to let it affect me as Lisa was a bit intoxicated.

"Alright. Either way you need lay down. I'll go find some aspirin."

"Why? So you can go back to your boyfriend downstairs? Mr. G. Dragon." Lisa argued refusing to move.

"What?"

"I saw you don't act dumb." She jeered.

"First I have no idea who that guy was and second why do you care? Jealous?" I laughed feeling a bit mad.

"Of what? Some baboon whose I.Q is lower than my shoe size?" Lisa bit out her words.

"Lisa!" I berated. Exhaling a deep breath of the hot air that inflates Lisa's ego was her only response as she rolled her eyes.

"Whatever." She breathed.

"Know what I'm done!" I shouted having just about enough of Lisa's childish behavior.

"Where do you think you're going?" Lisa argue.

"Anywhere away from you!" I barked reaching and turning the door nob.

"You aren't going anywhere." Lisa growled her face directly in mine, slamming the door shut again.

"You can't tell me what I can and cannot do Lisa! You don't own me, I'm not yours!" I screamed practically spitting my words at Lisa furiously; my chest heaving up and down as I was breathless.

I was caught off guard when Lisa grabbed my wrist, pulling me closer and crashing my lips to hers to a heated kiss; my hands instinctively wrapped around Lisa's neck as hers cradled my neck keeping me from retracting from her lips.

Pushing me back and taking control I felt my lower back press against something, I could only imply that it was the dresser.

Gently picking me up Lisa perched me on the edge of the dresser, her hands slowly cascading down my curves before resting on either side of my thighs, her rough kiss continued to claim my lips as my hands dropping from her neck and palming the wood of the dresser.

God how did things get this far?

How could I become so careless to fall into this game with Lisa?

I had fought for so long against my urges for years; recently promising myself that I wouldn't be lured in by Lisa's tricks but god how could I not? Lisa was becoming like my own personal drug that I was gladly allowing myself to become addict to time and time again.

Everything about her made me want more as I surrender every fiber of strength when Lisa practically devoured me with her eyes, swallowing me, trapping me in a hypnotic state causing my knee's to weaken and legs shake; especially now as they were wrapped around her waist causing a delicious if not naughty dampness in my panties while her kiss transitioned from my lips to my neck, licking and nipping the skin.

Biting my lower lip suppressing the moans that inhabited the back of my throat Lisa's hands snaked up the hem of my shirt.

One hand went to my back, her fingers tracing the line of my spine and the other cupped just under my breast; her thumb lazily grazed the fabric of the bra. An exciting shiver coursed along my body at the bold movements causing me to want more.

Damn tease.

Toying with my sense's practically driving me to the point of wanting to beg for more contact as she kept building up the moment.

No lie that Lisa was good if not amazing at what she does; slight strokes of her fingers at the right place in the right time knowing what reactions it was causing within my body knowing it wanted more yet decided to deny the satisfaction.

UGH!!!!

Why did I take this dare?

"Lisa-" I spoke breathlessly wanting to put an end to this.

"Yes Kitten?" Lisa whispered, rocking her sculptured hips into my center causing me to gasp at the unexpected pleasurable movement.

"St.. Stop." I stuttered placing my hands on her shoulders removing them from clenching the dresser trying to push Lisa back.

"I'm not doing anything." Lisa answered arrogantly with a smirk on her lips that made me want to slap it off her face or kiss it til my own are sore; she knew that she was driving me insane.

"Exactly, and you will continue to do nothing and nothing will progress." I declared taking a deep breath and sliding off the dresser standing my ground with eyes closed.

I didn't realize how close Lisa and I practically were til I had found the courage to open my eyes and avert my sight from my feet; finding myself getting caught and lost in Lisa's now deep dark eyes.

My breath caught in my throat as a lump formed while I ogled at the girl that stood before me cursing within my inner thoughts. It was like Lisa Manoban was the creation of both God and the Devil themselves.

"You sure?" Lisa asked whispering in my ear as her hand fiddled with the waist band of the skirt; her hot breath cascading down my neck before returning our sight together.

"Yes." I managed to answer choking on my words trying to ignore the part of me screaming to push Lisa back into the wall and claim her neck with my lips.

A devilish chuckle escaped her throat; she probably noticed that I was staring at her lips as she hovered them back over mine causing the muscles in my stomach to tighten.

They were so tempting.

Running my tongue over my suddenly dry pink lips that craved and quivered to be locked again with Lisa's, the imprint of her mouth claiming mine and the rest of me caused my heart to race as I could only imagine what else those lips could do to bring me to the edge.

Again I cursed myself for taking this dare.

"Your body is saying differently Kitten." Lisa's voice was low and husked within the enclosed spaced of our bodies as she slowly moved her hands that still resided on my hips now perched over my ass, gripping it firmly pinning me to the dresser and closer as her knee was perfectly lined between my slightly parted legs and center .

I felt dizzy leaning back against the furniture; tilting my head back just a bit to get some fresh air as I tried to hold myself together but she saw that as an invitation to take the area with her lips.

Lisa had me cornered, I was stuck between the wall and her arm that was brushing across the little exposed skin of my waist; allowing her free hand to caress the skin boldly roaming down my thigh and between my legs that shamelessly opened to her touch with no hesitation.

I could feel the wetness leaking through the fabric of my underwear as Lisa's index finger dangerously circled closer to my s*x adding slightly just enough pressure with her palm causing me to react.

 "Fuck... Lisa." I dragged out practically moaning.

How on Earth could she possess such power to make me feel so out of control with such insignificant  movements.

"Hm, Love hearing you say my name like that; hot and breathless, Do it again." Lisa laughed ordering the reaction once more applying the pressure again.

"No. We need to stop." I fought trying to find my head and common sense within this heated moment before doing something I'm not ready for and might regret.

Lisa's hand dropped from my legs to hold my chin between her index finger and thumb, gently rubbing the bottom of my lip as her eyes practically burned into mine.

"Then just one more kiss Jennie. I know you want it just as badly as I do." Lisa stated as her hand that toyed with my lips now cradled my neck.

I was taken back by her words if not shocked by them; had Lisa confessed some real type of emotion in her words? Did she really want to kiss me out of pure desire and affection or was she still playing me and riding out her hormonal train? I couldn't give in.

I shouldn't but damn it I wanted it so badly too especially now knowing that Lisa let slipped some sign of genuine interest after days of this tedious carousal ride of emotions.

I had to stay composed and find some strength within me to take control of the situation; hopefully to bring an end to it. Instead a horrible counter reaction formulated in my head as I sighed.

"Screw it!" I latched my lips to her's sucking her bottom lip into mine.I knew I couldn't break or reject the s****l tension between us but I refused to be one of Lisa's trophies she would brag about; No. I would make her mine.

Pulling away staring at Lisa's still dark eyes that were consumed with fire, desire and pure lust causing my body to twinge becoming ecstatic.

Biting my lower lip I couldn't help but smile pushing Lisa backward maintaining eye contact as I lowered her to sit on the bed; it was my turn to drive her crazy as I stood over her left thigh partially straddling her; running my hands along her collar bone and shoulders before wrapping my arm's around her neck.

"I love it when you look at me like that. The way your eyes devour me; makes me feel... hmm powerful." I spoke enclosing any space between our bodies leaving a trail of wet kiss along her neck, moaning my words between kisses whispering into Lisa's ear softly biting her earlobe.

"Jen..." Lisa groaned taking hold of my sides again as if trying to regain control; but I wouldn't give it to her quite yet.

"No. I'm in control; now shut up and kiss me." I ordered gripping her neck and pulling Lisa's lips with mine.

This entire moment was maddening; it felt as if any other kiss prior or even after wouldn't matter if it came from another. Lisa wasn't my first kiss but she made me feel that nervousness all over again; second guessing what I was doing even; though I possessed a certain skill level but that didn't even compare to hers. I was determined to prove that I wasn't so innocent as she claimed to believe as we fought over control.

Lisa's tongue fought eagerly, begging for entrance past the soft tissue as it poked and licked the bottom of my lips. After many rejections I gladly did.

When parted allowing her tongue to explore the new territory of my warm mouth while massaging and sucking my tongue once it was coaxed between her lips.

Unable to withstand the animistic urge that was driving me I bit down gently on Lisa's lower lip as I was sucked into another kiss; tugging on the flesh as I slightly rocked myself along the leg I was straddling causing my knee to bump into the core of the goddess beneath me.

I was able to obtain a musical moan from her throat that emanated a naughty tickle within me knowing just how much Lisa was unraveling like I was.

She was talented and skilled with her tongue that it was no surprise why so many fell victim to this fascinating black eyed monsters game willingly at what was to come.

"Hmm Jennie... You're lips; are so sweet... I bet the one's between your legs... are sweeter." Lisa spoke in intervals among the shortened time our lips would part causing a hellish pressure between my legs at the unsettling remark.

"Too bad... you'll never... find out." I replied behind stifled moans.

"I wanna hear you purr Jen." Lisa rebutted removing her lips away from mine and leaning in depositing a small trail of wet kisses along my collar bone and breast that where slightly exposed from the slit V neck I wore.

Her wet tongue dance over my smooth tan skin as it drew circles; leaving my body craving the sensation between my legs when Lisa started to suck on the ample flesh causing my entire being to pulsate.

I should have stopped her when I noticed Lisa's action was causing multiple hickeys along the area between the collar bone and my breast yet I couldn't.

Part of me wanted to be claimed; to show that I had been and was desired by one of the most sinfully beautiful creature's in this town as my hands ran through Lisa's ravenous long locks as another moan skimmed along my lips.

"Lisa-" I spoke breathless wanting more and to remove the top that separated her lips from the rest of my skin as I was craving her to devour all of me with her kisses.

"Hmph, god virgins are so easy to please; unable to-"

"Excuse me?" I screamed. With that I snapped hearing Lisa's words causing me to come down from my erotic high, easy? Forcefully I yanked her head away from my cleavage causing a small yelp of pain to come from her mouth.

Pushing her away from me and ignoring the shouting hormones that raced in me to continue; but I was too enraged by the subtle insult. Who the hell did Lisa think she was?

"Do you think that you're some kind of god Manoban? That you could have anyone with the snap of your fingers?" I spat out viciously my chest rising and falling from my heated words still glaring at Lisa whose dark eyes where settling down to a lighter tone. "Get out." I spoke as I felt guilt wash over me.

"Jen-"

"Lisa leave... Now!" I demanded as my fist clenched to my sides while the sensation of tears formed behind my eye lids as I felt so foolish and idiotic that I could have changed Lisa and bring down her walls.

"Jennie-"

"Lisa please..." My voice cracked as I fought back sobs keeping my sight to the ground not daring to look up at Lisa and giving her the satisfaction of witnessing my downfall.

I heard the shuffle of the comforter as Lisa got up and seeing her feet walk past me causing a painful arch in my heart but I froze when I felt her place a hand on my shoulder.

My body quaked at the interaction that oddly seemed to calm me; standing there I wanted for Lisa to say something but no words escaped her mouth as she just simple squeezed my shoulder before releasing a heavy sigh.

Finally having the courage to look up after hearing Lisa's descending footsteps I raced to the bedroom door slamming it hard and loud enough to be heard throughout the house and shaking the walls.

Turning my back to the door I fell to the ground curling up in a protective ball, as I began to cry my eyes out feeling so exposed and used, insignificant and small clenching my knee's to my chest as the tears streamed down my cheeks like raindrops on a window.

My heart tore within the confinements of my constricting chest as my breathing came rough and horsed, my lungs burning like fire as all I wanted right now was to be held and protected, being told that everything was going to fine and work out for the best and that I was loved.

Worse part of this was that I wanted to hear all of it from Lisa.