I didn’t know, saying those words would hurt him, I thought it was just a normal and ordinary word until Nick explained it all to me, now I felt bad and hated myself for causing him pains, he did nothing wrong to me, all he ever did was help me and also protect me and then trained me and all I did to replay is by hurting him. I lied to him and my self when I told him I didn’t want him, of course, I do want him, the kiss we shared that night hasn’t left my memory for a bit, I want more with him, I want the feel of my mate next to me but I doubt would ever happen because I have hurt him, will he be able to forgive me or want me as I do but for now all I wanted was to see him and apologise to him. I didn’t want to take the bus because it would be too slow and late and the bus moves slowly, I
