Leonor I knew Orion was not happy with me leaving the pack and I understand why; but I refuse to be kept hostage. From the day I left my father I promised myself and Jewel we would never let anyone rule us with fear. I would rather die than fade away being a prisoner to my fear, the day I started at the gym was the day I knew I would never allow myself to be weak again. I know Orion just wants to keep me safe, but I felt suffocated. Jewel was pissed at me, but she knew not to push me on the subject. As I was getting ready for my trip to the city with the girls, I could feel Orion watching me. I was not getting into it right now. He needs to understand that I was the only one who can make choices about my life. I was not going to feel guilty for wanting to live, I spent most of my life l

