Lilith I can't help but let my thoughts consume me as I lie in the bath waiting for Haggen to get back. I had mixed some of my oils to try and relax me from the storm within me. I won't lie, I have been struggling to keep my distance from Len, she is my best friend but being in the same space as her has my light, white aura wanting to battle with the darkness that is trying to her. The clash of our auras causes Len pain; she tries hard to ignore it. She has put up with so much pain from an early age but that doesn't mean I want to inflict any unnecessary pain on her. My grandma has been so helpful but said that I was in charge. She is only here for guidance. The meeting this afternoon was going over and over in my head. I have been sending prayers to Hecate, for her help in saving my f

