Leonor
It's been three weeks since I woke up in the hospital. I feel a great sadness; my heart is heavy, and I feel like I can’t even be happy and enjoy my pregnancy.
My wolf sacrificed herself for me and our pups, and it's killing me. Orion has been trying to keep me positive, but I know him and Onix are also hurting.
I have dreams about her and wake up and the realisation of her being gone kills me all over again. Lilith keeps telling me to have faith that I may get Jewel back. I am grieving for her, for my smart ass, beautiful, big wolf. I keep finding myself daydreaming and thinking about her and me, and what we have been through. She has been my one consistent companion since I left my father and pack. She kept me safe, guided me and I always knew she was there for me. Even when
