If I Loved Him

The Message

  It was time to close Aaron gave me his number and I gave him mine, he wanted to walk me home but  I told him to get home save it was snowing a lot and I was going to call a cab. I got home and felt so happy I couldn't stop thinking about him. I told myself I love him I really love him. My mind (" listen girl you don't even know him, what if he is those guys you see on the t.v. ") No he's different theirs something I don't understand but I need him. I want to know more about him.

  My phone lights up its a message from Aaron it says " Hi I hope you got home safe, I just got home and decided to send you a message". I quickly answered and said yes I'm home and thank-you for sending me a message. ( omg omg I was screaming happily but quietly because my mom was sleeping next door.) He said "well speak tomorrow I have to work in the morning." I reply "yes rest I have to wake up in the morning too." He said '' It was nice to meet you''. Their I was my heart racing smiling non stop. I couldn't sleep that night just thinking why I felt like this for someone I don't even know.    

  Days passed we called each-other something that doesn't happen much often because now everyone is sending text messages, or on f*******:. We spoke on the phone for hours that felt minutes, but were the best hours of my life and now are memories. Memories wear I wish I could relive just for a moment, and in that moment I could finally see him again and know he's doing fine ( without me. ) Those moments Aaron and me spent together were the best we had a good relationship. We would go to the park and play on the swings, he would swing me and I would swing him. I always kept count of the months I spent with a boyfriend but this time I didn't maybe because what I was about to find out changed my whole point of view, and decided to just go with the flow