If I Loved Him

January

  I work in a restaurant thats were I meet him his name is Aaron I was working a double shift that snowey January that I will never forget, that January were I never thought would make me so happy and will make me so sad. He sat at a table and I was about to take his order, when I saw him oh my God when I saw him I felt cold I felt shaky he looked at me and smiled "can you take my order". ( wow what a cute guy I tell myself he had brown eyes, tall and light skinned not to chubby and not to skinny just right, just how I like my guys lol.) I went to the kitchen to tell the cooks his order, Something inside me felt that this guy was going to be the reason for my happiness and the reason I will shed so many tears.I was telling myself your crazy you dont even know this guy, a part of me was willing to take all the risks. ( take it or leave it girl so guess what I took it.) 

  I'm that kind of person where I want to know what happens then later think what could have happen. I handed his order and he told me if I could sit down and eat with him, to order anything and he'll pay for it. ( Oh snap he got money I said to my self lol, good thing it was closing time and their wasnt alot of customers.) The boss told me if I knew the person because we weren't allowed to sit with a customer, I said yes hes my friend he wanted to stop by and say hi.

( Their i was takeing a deep breath to go sit next to my man, I keep repeating please don't trip, you better not trip.)  

  We were just looking at each other until a customer walks up to our table and tells me to go get him another beer. I'm sorry sir but were about to close, the guy said I dont care I want another beer. The guy slammed the table and a drink falls on me.  Aaron gets up and tells the guy to calm down thats not the way to talk to a lady, Aaron makes a fist ( I'm rubbing his arm hopeing he calms down a little, ) if I wasn't their calming arron down maybe he would have hit the poor guy.