It's strange how close we both have become. Only a few weeks together and I'm crying. Is this even real? Like... Look at Oliver. He's gorgeous. Dream-like gorgeous. Then there's me— As big and ugly as a blob. I cause instant disappointment whereas he makes you feel like you're soaking sunshine on a soothing cool evening. "I like your spirit, Carol!" He cheered happily. "I was worried you'll stop working out without me. But this is real strength... And I like the positive influence I had on you. You're learning to survive without me. That's amazing." "It's not amazing." I pouted, earning a chuckle from him. "You're my only friend and I was so excited to start college with you. I thought we'll meet during breaks and share each other's experiences. But now I'll have to keep my experiences

