46 Carolyn's POV But taking someone's life and leaving someone with lifelong trauma by tearing their body, soul, and mind apart are two quite different things. You don't feel the pain in the grave. But you feel it all your life if you're ràped. The memories stay. The touch stays. There's fear of it happening again. You're insecure. You're always vigilant— I'm telling this from personal experience! You think it was easy to be friends with two guys at the very beginning of college? Hell, no. When I first started hanging out with Anjelo and Oliver, I always kept my eyes wide open. I never ate anything given by them unless they took a bite from it first (of course, I made that happen cleverly). I never went anywhere before informing the warden that I'm going to a certain place with th

