I sat down on my bed, staring at the journal, contemplating if I should read it. Don’t get me wrong, I wanted to know what was in there, but something was holding me back. I kept staring at it hoping some clarity would come to mind. I jumped when my phone rang. “Hello?” I answered. “Hey, it’s Grayson. I was wondering if I could pick you up before school tomorrow.” “You don’t have to do that, I’m completely out of the way.” “I don’t mind. I would actually like to take you.” He was sweet. “You really don’t need to. I ride with Sydney.” “She’s riding with Jensen tomorrow.” “She is?” “I’m a hundred percent positive she is.” I sighed. She probably wasn’t going

