Oliver and I fell into a routine.
After that Monday night when I gave myself to him, naging hyperaware na ang katawan ko sa tuwing bumubukas ang gate. My body seems to know that any minute now, she will again feel the body that gave her incredible bliss. I’ve become Oliver San Martin’s slut and I can’t even bring myself to be ashamed of it.
Ilang minuto pagkatapos kong marinig ang paglangitngit ng gate, maririnig ko ’yan siyang kakatok sa pinto ng kuwarto ko. Kumakatok pa rin siya kahit alam niya namang hindi ko nila-lock ang pinto. Maybe that is his way of asking me if I’m okay with all of this. Hindi naman kasi namin napag-uusapan ang mga nangyayari sa amin.
One month, two weeks and six days. That is how long ago whatever this is started.
Oo. Nagbibilang talaga ako para hindi ko maka
