Pumasok ako sa private elevator na walang eksaktong plano kung anong gagawin ko kapag nagkita kami ni Oliver ngayon. Kinakabahan ako sa magiging reaksyon niya sa akin. But whatever it is, I promised myself on my way up, that I will gladly accept it and would choose to stay this time, if he lets me.
I was selfish. Self-centered. Sarili ko lang ang iniisip ko noong nakipaghiwalay ako sa kanya. It was a decision made not out of love but out of fear. I am going to choose differently this time. If he gives me a chance.
The suite looks exactly the same as the last time I was here. But it didn’t feel the same anymore. Feels colder somehow. Darker. I tried drawing the wall curtain from the glass walls to let the lights of the Manila skyline come in pero hindi gumagana ang remote.
Gusto ko ring
