The sound of a phone rang out loud and Rose shifted on the bed .. her eyes slowly opened.
Rose turns around the bed to see herself being covered with a duvet and the blindfold against her eyes loosened, She tries to sit upright and locate her ringing phone but groans doing so
" f**k!.. " Rose groaned in pain as she finally sat upright. Rose looked around her hands searching for her phone which wasn't ringing anymore.
Rose looks beneath herself and the smell of s*x suddenly hits her nostrils. Last night's incident replayed in her head and she shut her eyes feeling miserable
She picked cotton on the bed and instantly she knew it had been the one that was used on her for blindfolding yesterday.
She looked at the bed seeing blood stains and just then she gulped down nothing..
" He f*****g had s*x with me after when I had begged him not to. He… -" Tears rolled down her cheeks for she couldn't believe her eyes, The blood stains on the bed.
" He disciplined her," She thought sadly as tears escaped her eyes yet again...
How could she let him do such a thing?
How could she let a stranger disvirgin her? How could she?
More tears kept popping out of her eyes as she couldn't control her heavy emotions.
What was she supposed to tell Dave?
What will she say that will make him believe her?
How on Earth will she open her mouth and tell her yet-to-be husband that she was r***d overnight?
By a stranger …
Rose's heart rose at the question she had no answer to, She had never wished to plan her night the way it was yesterday, she had never wished for such to happen, She had never and now that's it happened.
It was literally my fault for not fighting him to the core, For not protecting myself. It was my Damn fault! She said aloud
She cried quietly and moved on her bed feeling uncomfortable. She was feeling sore underneath as well. Standing up, She knew she ought to go wash up, She knew she had to go take a shower and think about how her life just got ruined drastically within an hour or maybe two; She needed to think about a solution to her life, To think of how to explain to Dave.
Getting into the shower, Rose washes and scrubs her body as she sees Blood wash away from her.
She still couldn't believe it, That she was now Disvirgined, and that It happened yesterday by a stranger.
She gets out of the bathroom and finds the robe she was putting on the night before lying on the floor beside her bed and the memory of last night floods back at her.
How he held her,
How he touched her.
How he -
Rose swallowed, closing her eyes at the thought of it.
She picks up her robe and puts it in her laundry basket, Rose sits on her bed naked looking around her small room.
When she looked at her makeup table she envisioned where the men who came and blindfolded and tied her hands stood. She looked sideways and envisioned the one that seemed to be their boss entering. She looked at the ground and saw the rope that was used in tying her hands and face. One held the color blue while the other black
Rose bent down to pick it up because it was just three feet away. When she grabs hold of it she looks at the black one and then at the blue one. She couldn't get anything from it, so she dropped it on the bed with a sigh.
When she looked at the wall just beside her bed; Rose swallowed as she remembered him kissing her, kissing her as if he owned her, and then at the bed… She shook her head at the thought of it; She couldn't bring herself to remember all of that.
How he pushed deeply into her despite all her No's,
How he touched her, Caressed her body, The way he kissed her.
Rose buried her face inside her palms also remembering how her body was easily giving in to him,
How her body was reacting to his touch,
How she might have given in to his demands willingly; Rose had never felt anything like that before in her entire life.
She was a virgin.
Rose doesn't let Dave in despite all his advances on her. She had told him she was a Virgin and she would like them to get intimate on their wedding night and be understood.
He was a patient man and after all these years of waiting, This is what he gets?
What does he deserve?
Telling him that I was disciplined by a stranger?
That I was r***d?
Rose pauses and recollects her words ;
Rape??
Did he r**e me?
Was it truly a r**e?
Rose asked herself and then shook her head. Why am I asking myself a silly question? Yes, he r***d me!! He did. She murmured comforting herself.
He had s*x with me against my wish, He did so many things to me against my approval.
" This isn't r**e. I want you, that's all " She recalled his voice and she licked her lips not wanting to remember what happened next.. As much as she chose not to remember, she did. She recalled what happened.
Rose remembers the way he trailed his fingers from her toe. Upwards.
She swallowed again for the sensation he was able to build in her; She breathed out, unable to contain it all.
Rose rubbed her temple trying to keep her cool. Trying hard to forget everything but the more she tried, the more she remembered and the angrier she got.
" It wasn't my fault, I had no choice. He threatened me " She murmured, repeating it to herself
" He touched me without my approval, He - "
" He r***d me !! " She screams out burning her face inside of her palm and the feeling of hurt, anger, and betrayal comes running down her spine.
" He did so many things to me, I didn't want him to. I tried to get away, But he - " The knock on the door cut her shut and Rose gazes at the door in fright, she doesn't do anything at first and when the door knocks harder, Her heart thudded.