Virgin's And Their Virginity

Kiss me not

"Get out of my way." I said looking at Lucius who keeps blocking my way each time I make a move to leave.

I didn't sleep comfortably last night. I was too worried sick, I even sang how much I loved Alex in my head while hoping for a negative answer, but instead I realized fully that I love him a lot and I miss him.

"I'm not a cheater!" I had mused, but I always find myself crying each time my mind tells me that I am.

This morning I told myself that I was going to quietly sneak out. I woke up so early and even took my bath, but as I tried opening the door, I found it locked.

I stopped my mind from roaming around and then I forced myself back to the presence which is me still standing insideLucius room. I looked up at him and rolled my eyes frustratedly as I put my hands on my waist. "What's wrong with you? You're annoying me right now!" I yelled and then tried to leave again but he still blocked me.

"I really need to go to work." I said pleadingly while looking him in the eyes. I know he's upset. He wanted me ..that was so obvious last night but still he can't keep me here.

I looked him in the eyes ..waiting, still waiting for him to look at me and when he finally did, I sighed.

I'm sure he could see the changes in my eyes before he averted his. I've had it. I walked closer to him and pushed him then hit him on the shoulders angrily when he still refused to budge.

I began to hit him everywhere and then I threatened to scream if he didn't let me leave.

He grabbed my two hands. "You followed me to my house willingly. I made clear the reason I was inviting and you accepted ..I can't let you leave." He finished and then bent his head to kiss me.

I moved away and pulled my hands along with me. I didn't know how I did it but when I heard the sound I knew I had done it. I slapped him.

I look back up at him, refusing to apologize even though the words are at the top of my tongue . "I didn't promise you anything and I'm so sorry .. so sorry in fact that I led you on. I wish so much that today didn't happen ..please.' I paused to wipe off the tears on my cheeks that I didn't even know when it started. I coughed and sniffed before looking up at him and then continued. "Please forgive me for my stupidity and let me out ..just this one's . I promise you, you won't ever see me again."

Some part of what I said, I understood it and the other part, I actually was numb and in between my body , mind and mental state. Analyzing everything and one can't hear a particular thing when one's spirit is wandering.

I felt him touch my side cheek and then bent to my level. "I like you." He said and pulled my chin up so I will be looking at his eyes which are currently staring down at me with strange feelings in them.