Heartbreak Story

Chapter 15: Nick and Nathan

ANNA'S P.O.V

"Holyshit Nathan that was amazing!! I can't even feel my cheeks" I giggled as I rubbed my cheeks, feeling the cold from the wind.

I didn't hear any answer from Nathan, so I turned around and he was nowhere to be seen. Where could he be?

"Nath?" I called him, I looked up from the crowd to find him but I couldn't see him anywhere. "Nathan where are you?" I raised my voice.

I then heard a voice of someone throwing up. I turned around to find Nathan on the edge of the bin, throwing up.

"Oh God, Nath, are you okay?" I rubbed his back as he threw up, A LOT.

I kept rubbing his back, he seemed to be sick a lot. After a few minutes, he finally calmed down. He wiped his mouth and looked at me.

"Oh Nath, I'm so sorry" I couldn't help but felt guilty.

"I'm fine" he said as he tried to stand up, I helped him. He rubbed his stomach.

"No, I'm really sorry. I should've not dragged you to ride that. I'm so sorry"

"It's okay, not your fault. I'd do anything to make you happy" he smiled.

I smiled at him. "Come on, you need to eat" I took his hand to buy some foods.

We ended up eating at McDonalds. I looked at Nathan who's busy stuffing his mouth with his big mac, I couldn't help but giggled as he hasn't stop chewing for the last 5 minutes and his mouth was too full, he even struggled to chew but he kept going.

"What's so funny?" he asked in the middle of eating.

"You. You are funny. You eat like a baby" I laughed. He just rolled his eyes and drank his coke.

A minute later, I was enjoying my chips when suddenly Nathan ran to the toilet. Boy.. I told him that drinking a coke wasn't a good idea especially after him throwing up. He came back after 5 minutes, looked even paler than before.

"That's it. We're going home"

He shook his head. "No, no, I'm fine. Come on, let's ride another rides" he was about to go but I stopped him.

"Nathan, stop. We need to go home. I really appreciate that you'd do anything to make me happy but it's enough now, I really want us to go home so you can rest" I told him.

He looked at me for a second before nodding. We stood up and made our way to his car. I offered to drive this time, Nathan looked like he was ready to pass out. He just nodded and we drove home.

The whole ride Nathan didn't say anything. I knew he was sick that he even struggled to speak. We finally arrived in his house. I helped him to walk inside, wrapping his arm around my shoulder. I knocked on the door and Karen opened it.

"Oh my.. What happened to him?" she asked worried. She let us in before I explained.

"We were at the theme park, we ride a roller-coaster and after that he began to get sick"

"Well he's scared to ride a roller-coaster. Come in, bring him to his room"

I brought him to his room. We walked in and I placed him on the bed. I took off his shoes and pulled off his jacket. Leaving him with his 'misfit' t-shirt and jeans. I looked over at Nathan and felt bad that I caused him to be sick. If I knew he was scared of riding a roller-coaster, I would have never dragged him to come along. It was all my fault.

I sighed as I watched him closing his eyes. I stood up and went to my room before he stopped me. "Don't go" he said quietly.

"You need to sleep Nathan" I rubbed his hand.

"No, please stay with me tonight" he said, this time he opened his eyes.

"Okay. I'll just get changed and be back here"

He just nodded and closed his eyes again. I closed the door and went back to my room to get changed. I undressed myself and put my PJs on. I washed my face and brushed my teeth before going back to Nathan's room. I opened his door slowly to find him sleeping. He has already changed into his short.

I walked in and closed the door. I crawled on the bed beside him as slow as I could, not wanting to wake him up. I heard snores from him, means that he already fell asleep. I laid down, my back faced him. Just when I closed my eyes, I felt a strong arm wrapped around me. He pulled me closer to him so my back pressed against his chest.

"I thought you were sleeping" I chuckled, knowing that all this time he was actually awake.

"I can't sleep" he said, tightened his grip around me.

"I'm sorry" I sighed.

"Why are you sorry? You've done nothing wrong"

"I should've not dragged you to ride that roller-coaster. It was my fault"

"Ann, look at me" he said. I stayed, not move any inches. "Anna please look at me" he turned me around. I finally gave up and turned around so I was facing him.

I looked into those green eyes and wondered how someone has such beautiful eyes.

"You don't have to apologize, it's not your fault. Don't worry about me" he caressed my cheeks.

"But I-"

"No, don't. I'm okay, I'm really fine now. Just look at me" he smiled widely. Even though he was pale but his smile is still the same gorgeous smile he always shows.

I couldn't help but gave him a smile. He is such a sweetheart. I pressed my forehead on his, closing my eyes.

"Thank you, for today. I've never had so much fun for years" I smiled.

"No worries. I told you I would do anything to make my bestfriend happy"

Just bestfriend huh?

"Okay, you'd better sleep now or I will go back to my room" I warned him playfully.

"Nooooo please stay with me" he pouted.

"Okay okay just this once, Sykes" I rolled my eyes playfully.

I turned around so my back was facing him again. He never once pulled me away. His grip tightened around me, as he doesn't want to let me go. I closed my eyes, trying to fall asleep but then 2 figures came across my mind.

Nick and Nathan.

2 guys. 2 names. 2 Ns. But 2 different people.

Nick. The only person in the university who knows about my illness. They guy I trusted most on the first day I met him. The guy who will protect me and love me the way I am. The guy who promised me will always be there and make me happy until my death comes. The guy I spent almost 3 months together. The most caring and gentleman guy I have ever met in my life. But do I love him as much as he loves me? Do I really love him as the love of my life? Do I only love him because he cares for me?

Nathan. The guy who used to humiliate me. The guy who used to piss me off, made me cry, and hurt my feelings. The guy I hated most. But he has changed. He changed into someone better, caring, and gentleman. Everytime I'm with him, I feel so happy. He puts a smile on my face everyday. He was there when Nick was not. He was there to hang out with me when I was worried and bored that Nick was far away from me. He is my bestfriend now. But do I love him only as bestfriend?

"Stop" Nathan sighed, making my muscle tense up.

"What?"

"Stop overthinking. Stop thinking what you were just thinking" he said behind my neck, I could feel his breath on my neck.

"What are you talking ab-"

"Go to sleep" he cut me off.

I rolled my eyes, even though he couldn't see me. I closed my eyes and tried to put away all the things I've been thinking. Then without any hesitation, I finally fell asleep.

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