I feel alive, for the first time in forever, I understand more and understand nothing at the same time. There may be a reason I have always felt an outsider. There is a reason my mother left and it was to protect me, could she still be out there alive somewhere.
After contemplating for days, I am no closer to the truth. Even my father was unable to answer my question. “Maybe I will never know,” I told dad. But what I do know is I am here for a reason. I was meant to meet Adai and perhaps I will find the reason.”
And now sitting on a cold bench this fall evening I believe I might have an idea.
Magnificent heat flowed through my body, up my neck and down my arms and through my legs. My fingertips tingled and I knew he was near. My body involuntarily had started telling me such and I coul
