When Barkis took her away from the brothel, that night, he has touched her and while it is special for her because it is him—the man she has been wanting for so long—he seemed like he was breaking as he thrusts in and out of her. When they were done, he turned his back on her and turned silent—not wanting to discuss their situation—until his breathing evened—falling asleep.
Every night he visits her, every night he puts out his frustration as he touches her. He was drunk and cannot look her in the eye. She knew something is wrong but she does not want to pester him, in fear that he would leave her. She has nowhere to go. She left the brothel and disappointed Blaire. She only gets to reflect on her actions after a few days of leaving and though she felt bad about it, she did not feel any r
