“Okay, we're all ready to go.” A nurse came in and said. “Dad, I'm going to take you to get scrubbed and dressed.” I started panicking about Daniel leaving my side. He assured me he would see me in just a few minutes and followed the nurse out. A doctor took her place. “My name is Dr. Kyrie, I'm an anesthesiologist. I'm going to have you follow me into the operating room so we can place your spinal block.” She explained. I stood and followed her. I felt numb, not nervous. I was terrified but I knew this was what I needed to do to save my baby. I shut out any negative thoughts and focused on her. We went into the operating room and I followed her instructions to sit on the table. A few more nurses were there. I sat on the table, legs hanging off. A nurse stood in front of me. I lea

