''Here water'' He gave me water. We are here on their veranda. Looking at the view. Living here is like a province. No signal, everything is from scratch, water is from a water pump, and electricity here, sometimes none. But life here is not as complicated as life in the city. Less drama, just you and nature. And that is what I like. I don't remember myself going out here. Maybe I'm too busy with what is happening in my life. Now I am thinking about not going back, since I don't like to be home. There is no such thing as home. Every home that I have is not a home. ''Hey. You are spacing? Did you hear what I am talking about?'' I came back to my senses when Gill tapped me. ''You are here. Don't let yourself bother you about what you are going through,'' he said and smiled. ''Do you know how

