ZENA - LIFE AFTER DESTRUCTION

CHAPTER 6

CHAPTER 6

BIG DAY

STRECHING AS I WOKE UP, REALIZING ITS BEEN THE BEST NIGHTS REST I HAVE HAD IN A VERY LONG TIME, MY BODY AND MIND FEELS RESTED AND FULL OFF ENERGY, MIGHT ALSO BE THE THOUGHT OFF THE PARTY TONIGHT, COULD ALSO HAVE BEEN THE CHAT ME AND BRADLEY HAD LAST NIGHT, THINK I SHOULD DO THAT MORE OFTEN AND I WLL NOT NEED TO GET STONED EVERYNIGHT NOT THAT IT HELPED. LAUGHING AT MYSELF, MORNING I SAID TO MYSELF,

YES YES IT’S SATURDAY AND IT’S MY WEEKEND OFF NO DUTIES YES YES YES, DON’T HAVE TO FACE ANY OFF THE WIERDOS IF I DON’T FEEL LIKE IT. MMMMMMHHHH I STILL NEED TO PUT MY PLAN INTO ACTION AS TO HOW I AM GOING TO GET AWAY WITH GOING TO PARTY TONIGHT, COME ON MIND THINK THINK!!!!!! BUT GOING I AM AS SURE AS HELL NOT GOING TO MISS THIS.

VERN: TEXTING ME, MORNING ZENA ANY PALN YET?

ZENA: NOT YET BUT WORKING ON IT VERY HARD HAHAHAHA!!!!

VERN: GOOD! JUST GET YOUR ASS THERE AT EIGHT PM FINAL AND FOR ONCE PLEASE LEAVE THE BLACK IN YOUR CLOSET FOR ONCE.

ZENA: ASS? STRANGE HEARING HERE USING WORDS LIKE THAT SHES SO DIFFERENT,,,,, YES YES YES I REPLIED, SEE YOU THERE LATER.

ZENA!!! I HEARD BREAS VOICE AT MY DOOR, QUICKLLY HIDDING MY PHONE BUT SHE KNOWS I HAVE ONE, BUT JUST INCASE SHE WAS NOT ALONE, COME IN BRENDA. ITS NOW OR NEVER QUICKLY GOTTA A PLAN READY AS THIS IS MY OPPERTUANITY TO GET A YES, HATE LYING TO HER BUT THIS IS A MUST!!

MORNING MY CHILD, SLEPT WELL AND HOW ARE YOU THIS MORNING, BRENDA I HAVE NOT SLEPT THIS WELL IN HOW LONG THANK YOU FOR ASKING.

CAN WE TALK I ASKED HER KNOWING EVERY WORD COMING OUT OFF MY MOUNTH FROM NOW ON WILL BE BULLSHIT, YES OFFCOURSE ZENA! WHATS ON YOUR MIND? YOU REMEMBER SANDY MY BEST FRIEND FROM BACK HOME? YES I DO SHES BEEN A VERY GOOD FRIEND TO YOU THROUGH ALL THESE TIMES. WELL BRENDA SHE IS HERE FOR THE WEEKEND. AND I WOULD LOVE TO SPEND THE NIGHT OVER AT HERE CATCHING UP PLEASE!!!!! BRENDA SITTING UO STRAIGHT WITH A SCARED LOOK AT HER FACE, YOU KNOW ITS NOT ALLOWED BREA SHE CALLED ME BREA AGAIN???? BUT I WILL SPEAK TO THOMAS AND LET YOU KNOW, I FELT RELIEVED BECAUSE I KNOW HER RELATIONSHIP WITH THOMAS IS MUCH CLOSER THAN THE OTHER WIVES SO I AM CONFIDENT THAT SHE WILL COME THROUGH FOR ME. GRAPPING HER HUGGING HER WITH EXCITEMENT THANK YOU THANK YOU, ITS NOT A DONE DEAL SHE SAID STANDING UP LET ME GO AND FIND THOMAS AND SEE WHAT HE SAYS, SHE SAID STANDING UP. AS SHE WALKED TOWARDS MY DOOR SHE TURNED AROUND WITH A SERIOUSE LOOK ON HER FACE, ZENA THERE IS SOMETHING SERIOUSE WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT BUT LETS LEAVE IT FOR NOW SO I DON’T SPOIL YOU’RE EVENING WITH SANDY, I COULD SEE THERE WAS A DIFFERENT LOOK IN HER EYES EVEN TEARS, WHATS WRONG BRENDA I ASKED? NO WE WILL CONTINUE THIS AFTER YOUR VISIT. OK PLAN I ACTION, GETTING UP I DECIDED TO DRESS IN THE WIERDO ATTIRE PERHAPS IF THOMAS SEES ME LIKE THAT IT WILL MAKE HIS CHOICE EASIER DON’T WANA ANNOYE HIM TODAY. HEADING DOWN TO THE KITCHEN FOR BREAKFAST SEEING THOMAS LOOKING AT ME WITH A SLIGHT SMILE ON HIS FACE, HIM LOOKING AT BRENA NODDING AND SHE NODDING AT ME AS IF SHE WERE SAYING I COULD GO, YES YES YES MY HEART JUMPED IN MY CHEST BUT STILL FEELING QUILTY LYING TO THEM, AS I SAT THOMAS SAID BREA YOU CAN GO AND SPEND THE KNIGHT WITH SANDY BUT FIRST YOU NEED TO BE AT THE TEMPLE AT 10AM AS ALWAYS. NOT A PROBLEM I REPLIED, SO HAPPY I WOULD AGREE TO ANYTHING AT THE MOMENT, I STILL NEED TO GO TO THE MALL AND GO GET SOMETHING FOR TONIGHT I PROMISED NO BLACK I SMILED AT MYSELF. AFTTER BREAKFAST I HEADED TO THE WOODS TO GO AND SMOKE AND LET VERN KNOW ABOUT THE GOOD NEWS.

ON THE DOT AT 10AM I WAS AT THE TEMPLE AS EVERY SATURDAY AGAIN NONE OFF WHATS GOING ON WAS IN MY MIND IMY MIND WAS SO FAR AWAY, AFTER THIS I M HEADING TO THE MALL TO GO BUY A DRESS OR SOMETHING FOR TONIGHT, AS WERE LEAVING I SAID TO BRENDA I AM GOINT INTO TOWN FOR A WHILE I WILL SEE YOU LATER, ITS FINE SHE REPLIED WITH A SMILE, AND I AM SURE THE SMILE WAS BECAUSE I WAS STILL IN MY ATTIRE AND HEADING TO TOWN SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER DONE, BUT ITS OK I AM SURE I WILL NOT RUN INTO SOMEONE I NOT NEEDED TO BUT ALSO I DON’T CARE I JUST NEEDED TO GET TO THE MALL, APPROUCHING THE MALL I STARTED FEELING NERVOUSE, SO MANY PEOPLE, WHY DID I NOT GET DRESSED FIRST, OOOHHH WELL f**k THIS LETS GET THIS OVER AND DONE WITH, I ENTERNED THE MALL LOOKING DOWN. FIND THE FIRST STORE AND JUST SLIP IN AND GET OUT I THOUGHT TO MYSELF, AFTER A FEW MOMENTS I SAW a*****e SO MUCH COLOURFULL CLOTHING IN THERE JIGG I HISSED AT MYSELF WELL I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING IN LIFE SUPPOSE ONE OUTFIT I CAN BURN TOMORROW IS NOT THAT BAD, NEXT THING I FROZE AND MY BODY WENT ICE COLD AS I HEARD A VOICE CALLING MY NAME, BREA!!!! I SLOWLLY TURNED AROUND SEEING BRADLEY APPROUCHING ME WITH A GIRL ON HIS ARM, O MY WORD WHY? WHY? LOOKING AT THE GIRL SHES VERY PRETTY WONDERD WHO SHE MIGHT BE MMMHHH SUPPOSE ONE OFF HIS FOLLOWERS AS HE HAS SO MANY TO SEE TO HIS NEEDS, COMING CLOSER I COULD SEE HIM SMIRKING AT ME WITH A LAUGHTER, WELL WELL WELL HE SAID!!! AND THIS? HE SAID LOOKING ME UP AND DOWN, ACKWARD I THOUGHT TO MYSELF SEEING BREA HERE AND IN THAT OUTFIT STILL SHE IS SO BEAUTIFULL BUT WITH THIS GIRL ON MY SIDE NOT IN MY FAVOUR BUT I BOY HAS TO ATLEAST HAVE TO TREAT A GIRL TO BREAKFAST AFTER SHAGGING HER ALMOST ALL NIGHT, HI BREA HE SAID WITH A VOICE OFF SUPRICE, WHAT YOUR DOING HERE? NOT KNOWING HOW TO RESPOND I JUST WENT WITH IT AS JELOUSEY OVERCAME ME, NON OFF YOUR BUSINESS I REPLIED LOOKING AT THE TART HANGING ON TO HIS ARM AS IF HE WAS GONNA DISSAPERE. LET ME BE POLITE I THOUGHT. LOOKING AT HE GIRL HI I AM BREA! THE GIRL NOT TO OVER JOYED TO GREET ME BACK, OK WELL I NEED TO GO I SAID TURNING AROUND AS I JUST WANTED TO GET WAY FROM HIM, I THOUGHT HE WAS DIFFERENT AND ALL THE GRAP HE HAS TOLD ME,,,,,,, ATLEAST TONINGT I CAN LET GO OFF ALL MY FRUSTRATIONS HIM BEING ONE OFF THEM, WITHOUT GREETING I TURNED AROUND AND WALKED AWAY. HEADING INTO THE COLOUR FULL SHOP. WELCOME A WOMAN GREETED ME! CAN I HELP? SHE ASKED LOOKING ME UP AND DOWN,,, ANNOYED I SAID NO THANK YOU SURE YOUR NOT USED TO SEE OUR TYPE IN HERE BUT I WILL HELP MYSELF. AND TURNED AROUND AND STARTED SEARCHING MORE DIFFICULT AS I THOUGHT. AFTER BEING IN THERE WHICH FELT LIKE FOR EVER I PAID AND HEADED OUT THE DOOR. f**k I JUST PAID THIS FOR SOMETHING GOING UP IN SMOKE TOMORROW, EXIT ALMOST IN SIGHT I HEARD A FAMILIAR VOICE AGAIN, OOOHHH f**k DOES HE REALLY SEE THE NEED TO PUSH MY FACE MORE INTO HIS GIRLFRIENDS FACE. I TURNED AROUND AND AM SURE HE SAW THE IRRATATION ON MY FACE, YES WHAT I SNAPPED, WOW STOP HE SAID SEEING NO ONE HANGING ON HIM, I COME IN PEACE HE SAID WITH HIS HANDS IN THE AIR.  HE CAME CLOSER I CAN SEE THE DIFFRENCE IN HIS EYES AGAIN I HAVE BEEN SEEING THE LAST FEW DAYS. HAVE YOU HAD LUNCH YET HE ASKED? WHAT DO YOU WANT AND WHERES YOUR GIRLFRIEND? SLOW SOWN BABE I AM JUST ASKING YOU TO LUNCH AND NO SHE S NOT MY GIRLFRIEND, A FRIEND WITH BENEFITS YES AND I AM A GENTLEMAN I DO TAKE OUT MY SHAGS ATLEAST FOR COFFE AFTER I PUNSHED THERE v*****s HE SAID WITH I SMIRK, YOU ARE SUCH A BASTART, THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT I SAID!!! YOU’RE A GREAT ONE TO TALK HE SAID GRABBING ME BY THE ARM AND LEADING ME INTO THE CLOSET COFFEE SHOP, EVERYBODY LOOKING AT US AS WE TOOK A SEAT, I KOW EXACTLY WHAT THEY THINK. SOMETHING WRONG HERE A WIERDO LIKE ME WITH A NORMAL GUY WAS A BIG BIG NO NO, BUT WITHOUT A FIGHT I TOOK A SEAT. THERE IS A SLINCE BETWEEN US, WE BOTH JUST LOOKING AT EACH OTHER, GOD SHE IS BEAUTIFULL I THOUGHT NOT BEING ABLE TO SAY SOMETHING ELSE BRADLEY THOUGHT, GOD HE TREULLY IS A GOD I THOUGHT ALSO JUST BEING ABLE TO STARE AT HIM, MMMHHH A VOICE NEXT TO US!! READY TO ORDER THE WAITRESS ASKING, O YES SORRY BRADLEY REPLIED COULD WE HAVE 2 COFFEES AND A MENU TO ORDER SOMETHING TO EAT, RIGHT AWAY SIR AND SHE HANDS US BOTH MENUS STILL NO WORDS SAID BETWEEN US, EVEN UNTILL THE COFFEE CAME AND FOOD ARRIVED, OK ZENA WHATS UP YOUR NOT GOING TO SAY A WORD ARE YOU, BRADLEY ASKED? LOOKING AT HIM HURTING SUPPOSE I HAVE TOS AY SOMETHING. WHAT YOUR PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND WAS WHAT I WAS GETTING OUT? NO PLANS YET NO OPPERTUANITIES YET HE SAID AND YOU? SAME JUST GOING TO HANG OUT THAT’S ALL, I ANSWERED, ZENA!!! HE SAID TAKING A ITE OFF HIS BURGER THE GIRL YOU SAW ME WITH, I M SORRY I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD BE HERE, NO NEED TO APPOLOGIESE TO ME BRAD YOUR SINGLE OR INVOLMENT WITH ANYBODY HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME, BUT WHY DID YOU SAY ALL THOSE THINGS TOWARDS ME YOU YOU KNOW IF YOU WANTED TO f**k ME YOU JUST SHOULD HAVE ASKED I AM EASY AND HAVE OFFERD A FEW TIMES, HE PUT DOWN HIS BURGER AND PUSHED HIS PLATE ASIDE. I COULD SEE THE BLUE IN HIS EYES TURNING BLACK WITH ANGER, WHAT THE f**k DON’T YOU GET AND HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I TOLD YOU I AM NOT INTRESTED IN f*****g YOU AND THAT’S IT, I FELT BAD AS I SAID IT, I M SORRY BRAD DID NOT MEAN IT THAT WAY, YOUR JUST CONFUSING ME, AND WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING TO ME ZENA HE SAID, WE FINISHED OUR LUNCH IN SILINCE, PAID AND LEFT THE COFFEE SHOP, DO YOU WANA GO TO THE WOODS FOR A SMOKE I OFFERD TO TRY TO AMMEND THINGS WITH BRADLEY, SOUND FINE BABE LETS GO, THIS LOOKS LIKE A NICE SPOT HE SAID AS WE APPROACHED A GREEN PATCH UNDER A TREE. SITTING DOWN LIGHTING A SIGARETTE HE POULED ME IN CLOSER SIITTING WITH MY BACK KNEEDS UP AGAINST HIS CHEST, FEELING HIM BLOWING HIS SMOKE PAST MY EAR. ZENA I MENT EVERY WORD I SAID TO YOU I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR YOU PROTECT YOU AND BE A FRIEND BUT…..WHAT WAS HE SAYING BUT….I ENJOY s*x YES I REALY DO AND DON’T LIKE RELATONSHIPS BUT YOU MAKE ME FEEL DIFFERENT SCARED AS YOU ARE UNREADABLE AND ONE WOULD NEVER KNOW WHO YOU ARE NEXT, HE SAID WITH A SOFT VOICE, I MA SORRY BRAD, YOU ALSO KNOW WHAT I FEEL FOR YOU AND EVERY WORD YOU SAY ARE TRUE I DON’T EVEN KNOW MYSELF HOW WOULD I EVER BE ABLE TO COMMET TO ONE PERSON, YOUR FRIENDSHIP FOR ME IS FINE AND I APPRECIATE IT, AND YES I DO ENJOY SPENDING TIME WITH YOU, YOU ARE SO DIFFERENT THAN ALL THE MEN I HAVE EVER MET,,,,,SEE THERE YOU GO AGAIN HE SAID WRAPPING ME TIGHTER IN HIS ARM,,,SHOWING ME THE ZENA AGAIN THE ONE I SO WISHED YOU WERE ALL THE TIME. HE SAID WITH A BIT OFF SADNESS IN HIS VOICE, BRAD YOU DON’T KNOW ME YOU DON’T KNOW MY PAST PLEASE DON’T JUDGE ME, BABE I AM NOT BUT WOULD LIKE TO GET OT KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU STILL SAYING WITH A SAD VOICE, WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME AM I REALLY FALLING FOR THIS GIRL WITH ALL HER ISSUES I THOUGHT TO MYSELF. BETTER YOU DON’T KNOW BRAD TRUST ME, ZENA SAID, NEXT THING I FELT A PAIR OFF WARM LIPS ON MY NECK KISSING ME UP AND DOWN MY NECK ITS SO NICE I WAS ABLE TO GET OUT AND BRADLEY STOPED, I AM SORRY ZENA NOT MENT IT SORRY BABE, NO ITS FINE ZENA SAID TURING AROUND FACING HIM, WOULD YOU MIND I ASKED AS I MOVED MY FACE CLOSER TO BRADS FACE, MMMHHH NO IF YOUR COMFORTABLE YOU GO RIGHT AHEAD BABE, MY LIPS MOVED CLOSER TO HIS LIPS MY FINGERS TUCKING INTO THE BACK OFF HIS HAIR A SMALL MOAN ESCAPING HIS LIPS OUR LIPS MET, IT FELT LIKE ELICTRICITY SOMETHING I M NOT USED TO, I LICKED HIS TOP LIP AND NIBBLING ON HIS BOTTOM LIP HE SLOWLLY OPEND HIS MOUNT GIVING ME A OPPERTUANITY TO FIND HIS WARM TONGUE OUR TONGS MET AND IT WAS LIKE FIRE WORKS, WHATS WRONG ZENA YOU HAVE DONE THIS MORE TIMES THAN I COULD REMEMBER WHY WAS THIS FEELING SO DIFFFRENT, HIS HANDS LANDING ON MY BACK PULLING ME CLOSER AS OUR KISSING BECOMES MORE INTENSE HOTTER AND WILDER, HIS FINGERS GOING UP AND DOWN MY BACK GIVING ME SHIVERS I NEVER FELT BEFORE HE POULED ME INTO HIM SO MUCH CLOSER THAT I COULD FEEL THE EXCITEMENT IN HIS PANTS AND I NEEDED HIM BUT I AM NOT, AM GOOD MAKE OUT SESSION WITH HIM IS ALL HIS GETTING I THOUGHT AS HE TURNED ME ON MY BACK LAYING ONTOP OFF ME, HE PULLED AWAY LOOKED ME INTO MY EYES, BABE WE BOTH KNOW WHERE THIS WILL BE HEADING IF WE DON’T STOP NOW AND I AM A BOY AND NEED IT AND YOU’RE THE TYPE OFF GIRL THAT WOULD NOT STOP ME THAT’S WHY I AM STOPPING THIS. I ,,,,HE HESITATED BEFORE HIS BREATHKESS VOICE SAID I RESPECT YOU, AND YOU ROLLED OFF ME TAKING MY HEAD AND PLACING IT ON HIS CHEST, WE BOTH STILL A BIT BREATLESS, GOD KNOWS I WOULD HAVE GIVEN HIM EVERYTHING RIGHT HERE AND HE KNOWS THAT,,,,BUT HE RESPECTS ME, DOES HE FEEL SOMETHING FOR ME? GOD I WOULD HAVE GIVEN HER EVERYTHING I HAD NOW AS MY BODY HAS BEEN ACHING FOR HER SINCE I HAVE MET HER BUT I CANT SHE IS DIFFERENT AM I REALLY FALLING FOR HER, WILL SHE CHAGE WILL WE MATCH I THOUGH, WE LAID THERE JUSST HOLDING EACH OTHER WHAT FELT LIKE HOURS, AND IT FELT SO RIGHT, ZENA WHATS IN THE BAG HE ASKED,,,,, BRINGING ME BACK TO REALITY, SITTING UP NOTHING BRAD JUST SAW SOMETHING I LIKED AND BOUGHT IT, OK HE SAID NOT GOING TO PUSH THE SUBJECT, HIS PHONE RANG AND HE PICKED IT UP, HI! YES, OK, I LL FINISH UP HERE AND GO OVERTO YOU AND WE CAN TALK, OK, SEE YOU SOON, BABE I NEED TO GO CAN I CALL OR TEXT YOU TOMORROW AND WE MEET HERE AGAIN I CAN REALLY JUST LY HERE AND STAIR AT NOTHING WITH YOU IN MY ARMS HE SAID STANDING UP REACHING HIS HANDS OUT TO HELP ME TO MY FEET. ITS WAS NICE BRAD THANK YOU I APPRECIATE THIS AFTERNOON AND UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE A LIFE SO DO I, HE REACHED IN AND KISSES ME ONTOP OFF MY HEAD, UNTILL TOMORROW HE SAID AS WE WALKED AWAY.

 WHATS IS HAPPENING WHY IS MY MIND SO FOCUSED ON THIS CHICK I MELT WHEN I AM CLOSE TO HER SHE BRINGS OUT SO MANY DIFFERENT MIXED EMOTION OUT OFF ME, BUT ONE THING I WILL NOT DO I WILL NOT TREAT HER AS SHE IS SO USED TO JUST BEING f****d BY MEN, I PROMISED I WILL PROTECT HER EVEN IF IT MEANS ME ONLY BEING A FRIEND I M SURE IT WILL NOT ALWAYS BE EASY AS WHAT WE SHARED JUST NOW I CAN GET USED TO AND IF I DID NOT STOP I KNOW WE WOULD HAVE GONE ALL THE WAY, HI SEAN I CALLED ENTERING SEANS HOUSE, WHATS UP BRO I ASKED? NO NOT MUCH, LISTEN YOUR UP FOR A PARTY IN THE WOODS TONINGHT HE ASKED, MMMMMHHH A PARTY LET ME THINK OFFCOURSE I SAID KNOWING TO MYSELF THERE WILL BE SOME DESPERATE GIRL THAT WOULD EAGERLLY GIVE HERSELF TO ME AS I REALLY NEED TO f**k SOMETHING AS I WAS SO HORNY AFTER THE MAKE OUT SESSION WITH ZENA, LOOKING AT MY PHONE ITS 4 PM WELL IVE SPENT ALONG TIME WITH BRAD AND IT WAS AWESOME HE REALLY MAKES ME FEEL SO DIFFERENT I FEEL SAFE IT FEELS I CAN LET MY GUARD DOWN TOWARDS HIM BUT I CANT I NEED TO KEEP UP MY HARD ASS GIRL ATTITUDE IT’S THE ONLY THING I HAVE TO PROTECT ME, THE WALK HOME SEEMED LONGER THAN BEFORE, I M BACK I AM IN MY ROOM IF YOUR LOOKING FOR ME I SAID AND JUST WALKED TO MY ROOM SO NO ONE CAN SEE MY BAG OFF CLOTHES, LONG NICE BATH WASHING HAIR AND EVERYTHING GIRLY FOR ME NOW I LAUGHED AS I WALKED INTO MY ROOM PUTTING THE BAG DOWN ON MY BED, POURING A NICE HOT BATH,,,,,,,,,,I LAY IN THERE FOR SOMETIME AND DID ALL THE GIRLY STUFF,  THINKING OFF MY OUTFIT, THANK GOD BRAD NOT THERE AS HE WILL TAKE THE PISS OUT OFF ME AGAIN AS ONCE AGAIN I M OUT OF MY COMFORT ZONE IN WHAT I BOUGHT TO WEAR TONIGHT SMILING AT MYSELF. WET LOOK I THINK TONIGHT LOOSE HAIR MY HAIR IS SO LONG SO IT WILL HIDE THE SKIN THAT NEEDED TO BE HIDDEN WHEN IT NEEDS TO BE HIDDEN WHO KNOWS WHATS HAPPENING TONIGHT AS I AM STILL GRAVING BRAD INSIDE OFF ME AND HE MADE IT CLEAR THERES NO WAY WE ARE FRIENDS, SURE THERE WILL BE SOMEONE THERE READY TO GIVE ME WHAT I NEED.

DRESSING:

TAKING THE DESS OUT OFF THE PACKET AND THE SHOES AND THE UNDERWEAR, WELL LET ME EXPLAIN MY ATTIRE TO MYSELF, IT’S A WHITE LONG SLEEVE POLO NECK DRESS THAT’S ABOUT 2INCHES AWAY OFF SHOWING MY PVT PARTS A BIT SHORT I THOUGHT LOOING AT MY SELF, BUT EASY ACCESS WHEN NEEDED, THE POINT OF LONG SLEEVES AND POLO NECH REMEMBER I HAVE SCARS TO HIDE HENSH THE STOCKINGS, DON’T KNOW HOE I WILL MOVE IN THE HIGH HEELS HOWEVER LAUGHING AT MYSELF BUT I M UP FOR A CHALLENGE,

ALSO NO HEAVY MAKE UP TONIGHT JUST THE NESSECARRY, LOOKING AT MY PHONE TO SEE WHAT TIME IT EASE I NOTICED A TEXT FROM BRAD: HI BABE THANK YOU AGAIN FOR THIS AFTERNOON AND SORRY IF I LEFT YOU HANING HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND, I NEED TO FIGURE YOU OUT IN MY OWN HEAD AND YOU NEED TO SORT YOURSELF OUT BUT FRIENDS IS GOOD ENOUGH FOR ME, HOWEVER A GOOD MAKE OUT SESSION WILL BE FINE ALSO, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA,

ZENA: THANK YOU MY STUD FEELINGS THE SAME LOOKING FORWARD TO IT, HAVE A GOOD EVENING, WAS ALL I SAID AS I NOTICED IT WAS 6.30PM AND IT STILL A WALK TO THE WOODS AND I STILL HAVE TO SNEAK OUT ATLEAST TEMPLE STARTED AS 6 SO NO ONE WILL BE AROUND, SOFTLLY I OPEND MY DOOR MAKING SURE NO ONE WAS THERE I SLIPT OUT LUCKLY IT WAS GETTING DARK SO I AM SLIGHTLLY COVERED BY THAT HEADING TOWARDS THE WOODS.