ZENA - LIFE AFTER DESTRUCTION

CHAPTER 7

CHAPTER 7

PARTY

IT WAS NOT COMPLETLLY DARK YET BUT THE WOODED AREA MADE IT LOOK DARKER I NOTICED AS I ARIVED AT MY DESTINATION, MY GOD BREA I HEARD A LOUD VOICE SOUNDING LIKE BREA, WTF WHO ARE YOU WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ZENA!!??? ANY CHANGES OFF ME GETTING LAID TONINGT DISSAPEARED WITH YOUR ARRIVAL, MY GOD YOU LOOK LIKE AN ANGEL SHE SAID COULD NOT STOP RAMBELLING ABOUT THE WAY I LOOKED UNTILL I STOPED HER SLOW DOWN VERN IT’S A ONCE BEING BURNED TOMORROW SO DON’T GET USED TO IT, YOUR NOT LOOKING BAD EITHER SURE YOU WILL FIND WHAT YOUR LOOKING FOR ASWELL I SAID LOOKING AT THE GIRL STANDING INFRONT OFF ME I STILL CAN BELIEVE HER BEING ONE OFF THE WIERDOS, BUT I DON’T BLAME HER I ENVY HER COURRAGE TO LIVE A DOUBLE LIVE ITS DIFFERENT FOR ME ITS NOT ME BUT SHES BEING RAISED WITH THE WIEROS BELIEVES ECT AND FITS BOTH WORLD. SHE GRABBED MY ARM COME ONE GIRL LETS GO LETS GO GET SOME FLOPPY c***s TO ATTENTION, FANCY A SMOKE SHE ASKED AS SHE LITT UP WHAT SMELT MORE TO ME LIKE A JOINT,, THIS GIRL SUPRISING ME MORE AND MORE, WHY NOT I AM NERVOUSE FOR SOME REASON BEING OUT OFF MY COMFORT ZONE AND BEING STONED MIGHT MAKE IT EASIER TO MOVE CLOSER TO THE CROWED I SAW THAT THERE WAS MORE THAT I EXPECTED. A LOT OFF PEOPLE I SAID I SAID ALMOST BEING THERE, USSUAL CROWD VERN SAID BUT YOU WILL NOTICE THE SET UP THERES ALWAYS 3 GROUPS POINTING AT THE VISIBLE CROWEDS , THE HOOKING UP, THEY HERE TO ONLY FIND ONE THING, THE DOPPERS WHERE YOU MOST PROB WILL BE STUCK ALL NIGHT SHE SAID LAUGHING AND THEN THE ONES JUST HERE TO DRINK DANCE CHAT, BUT YOULL NOTICES BEFORE THE NIGHT ENDS THERE WILL ONLY ONE CROWED ANYWAY THEY MIGHT START OUT IN 3 GROUPS BUT END UP IN ONE GROUP SHE SAID LAUGHING LOUD. WELL LETS POP AROUND AND SEE WHO WE KNOW HERE, AS WE MOVE CLOSER IT FELT LIKE MY WHOLE BODY WAS SCANNED DISIERD AND RIPPED APART AT THE SAME TIME AS GUYS AND GIRLS STOP TALKING AND THERE EYES FIXED ON ME, YES YES I KNOW I LOOK f*****g HOT BUT REALLY GET A LIFE I LL CHOOSE LATE I NOTICED MORE GIRLS THAN BOYS HOWEVER, WELL THAT DOES NOT BOTHER ME IF I WANT I KNOW ILL GET WHAT I NEED, HI SEXY WANA HOOK UP SOME DUDE SAID GRABBING MY ASS AND ME SLAPPING HIS HAND AWAY, VERN LETS MOVE ON THIS WILL BE MY SCENE LATER ON WHEN I AM MUCH HIGHER AND HORNIER I SAID TO VERN BOTH LAUGHING AS THE BOYS DREWLED AND SADEND AS WE MOVED ON. THIS MORE MY SCENE FOR NOW I SAID TO VERN AS WE MOVED TO THE GROUP THAT WERE DANCING DRINKING TALKING LAUGHING THINK I WILL HANG OUT HERE A BIT MORE, NOT THAT I COULD NOT FEEL THE MALE HORMONES FILLING MY NOSTRILS AGAIN AND BOTH SEXES LOOKING AT ME AGAIN,  OOOO COME ONE HAVE YOU LOT NOT SEEN AN ALIEN YET I SAID LOUD SO I COULD BRACKE THE ICE AND THE ALL WENT BACK TO WHAT THEY WERE DOING BUT NOTICING A FEW STILL TRYING TO TAKE S SNEAK PEAK, THE NIGHT WENT WELL BUT I STOPPED COUNTING AFTER A WHILE THE AMOUNT OFF GUYS TROWING THEMSELVES AT ME BEGGING FOR SOME ATTENTION AND GIVING ME DRINKS AND ATTENTION, FOR ONCE IT ACCTUALLY FELT GOOD AND I ENJOYED IT TO KNOW I CAN STILL DO IT, STRANGELLY MY MIND HAS BEEN SO OCCUPIED WITH HORMONES THAT I GAVE NO THOUGHT OFF BRAD BUT NOW AND THEN WHEN I SAW ONE OFF HIS FRIENDS I DID LOOK TO SEE IF HE WAS THERE SOMEHOW HOPING HE WAS, VERN LONG GONE AND HOOKED UP WITH SOME GUY I WAS WONDERING BY MYSELF BUT NEVER ALONE FOR TO LONG SOMEONE WILL SHOW UP SOON ENOUGH TO KEEP ME COMPANY, THINK I NEED TO GO FOR A JOINT HEADING FOR THE JOINT CORNER, f**k ME HOLY s**t I HEARD SEANS VOICE BEHIND ME GRABBING ME AROUND MY WAIST WHATS HAPPENED TO YOU, YOU LOOK STUNNING GIRL I M NOT LEAVING YOUR SIGHT TONIGHT SEAN SAID GRIPPING ME TIGHTER, O MY f**k IS HE HERE I THOUGHT AS I TURNED AROUND GIVING HIM A SMIRK, RAHTER GIVE ME A JOINT I SAID, AND LET SEE HOW HIGH I CAN GET, FOR HIS CREEOY PAWS I NEED TO GET SO f*****g HIGH I THOUGHT AS I DRAGGED ON THE JOINT, WE SMOKED A JOINT HAD A BEER AND HE SAID LET GO I WANA SHOW YOU OFF A BIT I KNOW PEOPLE WERE TALKING ABOUT THE ANGEL THAT’S ARRIVED HERE AND EVERYONE WANTING SOME OFF HER BUT I NEED TO GO MAKE A POINT THAT YOUR MINE TONIGHT, HE SAID GRABBING MY HAND,  AS WE MOVED THROUGH PEOPLE I COULD SEE HOW COCKY SEAN WAS AS THE GUYS WERE LOOKING AT ME AND HE WAS PROUD TO BE THE ONE ON MY SIDE AND HIS ECHO WAS LARGER THAN A MOUNTAIN, NEXT MOMENT HE PUSHED ME HARD AGAINST A TREE PLACING HIS LIPS ON ME PLACING ONE OFF HIS SLOPPY KISSES ON ME AGAIN AND HIS HANDS ALL OVER THE PLACE I COULD FEEL EVERYBODY STARRING IS HE DOING THIS ON PURPOSE? BRO I HEARD A VOICE AS SEAN WAS PULLED FROM ME THANK GOD,,,,, AND A FIGURE APPREARED INFRONT OFF ME AND MY HEART FELL TO THE GROUND AS BRADLEY TAKING A FEW STEPS BACK ALMOST KNOCKING THE CHICK NEXT TO HIM TO THE GROUND, MY GOOD f**k ZENA YOU HERE HE STUTTERED OUT SURPRISED BUT HIS EYES BURNING HOLES IN ME, HI BRAD I SAID MY VOICE BREAKING. THE GIRL NOT LOOKING TO IMPRESSED. I SAW A LUST IN BRADS EYES I HAVE NEVER SEEN BEFORE AND IT MAKE ME WANT HIM THERE AND THERE BUT I COULD SEE HE HAS SORTED HIMSELF OUT FOR THE NIGHT, COME ON LETS GET A SPOT HERE SO WE CAN MAKE OUT A BIT SEAN SAID AS IF I WANTED TO, I HAVE A LITTLE SURPRISE FOR YOU LATER SEAN SAID. SEE YOU AROUND I SAID TO BRAD AS I WAS PULLED AWAY BY SEAN OUR EYES NOT BRAKING A SECOND, COME SIT ON MY LAP A BIT AND GIVE ME SOME SUGAR HE SAID, AGAIN HIS SLOBBERING LIPS ALL OVER ME, s**t COULD THIS ASS NOT HAVE CHOSEN A BETTER SPOT I THOUGHT AS I OPEND MY EYES AND SAW THAT BRAD LOOKING AT ME HIS EYES NOT LEAVING ME THE GIRL YES BUT THE LOOK IN HIS EYES WERE TELLING ME MORE THAN I NEEDED TO KNOW NOW, HE SAID FRIENDS, BUT AT THAT MOMENT I JUST WANTED TO MOVE TO HIM BE WITH HIM. WHATS HAPPENING I THOUGHT TO MYSELF AS SOON AS I SAW HER TONIGHT MY WHOLE WORLD CHANGED AND NO ONE ELSE MATTERED AT THIS PARTY MY WORD FROZE FOR A MOMENT ITS NO SECRET SHES BEAUTIFULL BUT GOD HOW COULD I HAVE BEEN SO STUPID ME WANTING TO BE FRIENDS SHE COULD HAVE BEEN HERE ON MY LAB AT THIS MOMENT IF I JUST PLAYED MY CARDS RIGHT.  I SAW BRAD NOT LETTING EYES OFF US AND NOTICED THERES NO GIRLS AROUND HIM,,,WISH I WAS HOWEVER, I TRIED MY BEST TO MAKE BEARABLE WHATEVER THE f**k SEAN WAS TRYING TO DO TO ME BUT I HATED EVERY SECOND HIS HANDS ALL OVER THE PLACE HIS SLUBBERING MOUNTH EVERYWHERE, GOOD LUCK TO THE STUPID b***h ENDING UP WITH THIS I THOUGHT AS I TRIED HIDDING THE FACT THAT BRAND AND MYSELF CANT STOP LOOKING AT EACH OTHER, , I JUST WANTED HER I AM GOING CRAZY SEEING HER AND SEAN I CAN SEE IN HER BODY LAUNGAUAGE SHE WAS NOT HAVING A GOOD TIME ATALL, SHES THE MOST BEAUTIFULL CREATURE ON EARTH AND THERES SOMETHING SO DIFFERENT ABOUT HE, I KNOW SHE PRETENDS TO BE THIS HEARTLESS b***h WITH WALLS UP AS HIGH AS THEY CAN GO, SHE NEEDS SOMEONE TO PROTECT HER AND I JELOUSEY CAME OVER ME AGAIN, I NEED TO BRAKE THIS UP I SAID TO MYSELF AS I STOOD UP, CLEARING MY THROUGHT AS I WALKED CLOSER DO YOU MIND IF I SIT WITH YOU GUYS A BIT, THERES NO s**t HAPPENING HERE TONIGHT, I SAW THE RELIEVE AS ZENA LOOKED UP WITH EYES THAT LOOKED STRAIGHT INTO MY SOUL. OFFCOURSE I SAID BEING RELIEVED TO HAVE THE OCTOPUSE ARMS OFF ME FOR A BIT, OFFCOURSE SURE SEAN SAID, I NEEED TO LEAVE A BIT ANYWAY AND YOU CAN GUARD MY ENTERTAINMENT WILL BE ABOUT 30MIN, WARNING YOU BRAD HANDS OFF!!!!! I M NOT DONE WITH HER YOU CAN HAVE THE LEFT OVERS SEAN SAID AS HE GOT UP TO LEAVE I COULD SEE THE ANGER BUILT UP IN BRANDS FIST AS HE MOVED TO SEAN, ITS OK I QUICKLLY SAID JUST TO GET RID OFF SEAN, COME SIT LETS CHAT, SITTING OPPOSITE ME I COULD SEE HE WAS HURT, ZENA YOU REALLY NOT TAKE THIS s**t, SSSHHH BRAD I SAID, YOU REALLY LOOK STUNNING TONIGHT BRAD SAID LOOKING AT ME WITH SAME DISIRE WE SHARED A BRIEF MOMENT BEFORE , THIS IS MOST DEFNINATLY YOUR LOOK BABE TRY IT MORE OFTEN HE SAID SMILING AT ME, GLAD YOU LIKE STUD WILL TRY I SAID SMILLING BACK AT HIM. HIS HANDS TOOK MY FACE IN BOTH HANDS AND PULLED ME CLOSER PLACING A KISS ON MY HEAD I TRIED PULLING AWAY BUT HIS VOICE UTTERED NO BABE PLEASE LET ME SHOW YOU WE ARE ALL NOT THE SAME WITH ME YOU CAN LET YOUR GUARD DOWN I WILL NEVER HURT YOU HE SPOKE WITH SUCH PASSION THAT I COULD MELT IN HIS HANDS. I COULD NOT HELP PUTTING MY ARMS AROUND HIM FEELING THE BACK MUSCLES, MY CLOTHES WOULD HAVE BEEN OFF BY NOW RIDDING HIM BUT THIS FEELING BETWEEN US WAS SOMETHING I WAS NOT USED TO AND DO NOT UNDERSTAND NEITHER DO I KNOW IF I WANT IT OR NOT. I LIKED IT FELT LIKE A STONE FALLING OUT OFF MY WALL, NOT REALISING WE WERE JUST SITTING THERE NOT KNOWING FOR HOW LONG THE THOUGHT OFF SEAN RETURNING MADE ME PULL AWAY, I CANT BRAD I AM SO SORRY PERHAPS IN ANOTHER LIFE WE COULD HAVE BUT IN THIS ONE A FACE THE CRUEL REALITY, BEFORE BRAD COULD EVEN ANSWER SEAN APPEARED, BRADLEY NOTICED AS MY FACE AND BODY INSTANTLLY CHANGED AT THE SIGHT OFF SEAN, HE HAD SUCH A DISSAPOINTMENT ON HIS FACE, THINK HE KNEW ME TO,, I PROMISED YOU SOMETHING SPECIAL TONIGHT SEAN SAID VERY CHEERPY AS HE PULLED OUT A BAG OFF H, BRADLEY JUMPED TO HIS FEET, NO!!!!! HE SAID LOUDLLY TO SEAN PUT THAT s**t AWAY SHE DOES NOT NEED THAT COME ON BRO PLEASE MAN,,, I NEVER HEARD A MAN PLEADING FOR MY WELLBEING LIKE THIS BEFORE, I COULD SEE ON HIS FACE HE REMEMBERED THE LAST TIME I DID IT WHAT HAPPENED AND IT SCARED HIM,,,TURNING HIS ATTENTION TO ME PLEASE ZENA DON’T DO THIS IF YOU DON’T WANA DO THIS FOR YOURSELF DO IT FOR ME, YOUR WORTH SO MUCH MORE AS I SAID PLEASE DON’T. SEAN GETTING VERY ANNOYED SHUT UP BRADLEY SHES A BIG GIRL CAN MAKE UP HER OWN MIND AND SHE LIKE HER s**t, SEAN PULLING ME UP TO MY FEET AND WE HEADED TO A SPOT AWAY FROM EVERYBODY, I LOOKED BACK AT BRAD JUST STANDING THERE NOT KNOWING HOW TO STOP THIS, EVERY MUSCLE IN MY BODY WANTED TO RUN AFTER THEM PUNCH THE s**t OUT OFF SEAN BUT AS HE SAID ITS HER CHOICE BUT I CANT STAND HERE AND LOOK AT WAS GOING DOWN, AS SEAN AND I SAT I TRIED CONVINCING MYSELF ONE HIT AND I WILL BE FINE AND I WILL GO FIND BRAD AND SPEND THE REST OFF THE EVENING WITH HIM, RELAX I HEARD SEAN SAYING AS I FELT THE FIMMILIAR PRICK IN MY ARM AS THE NEEDLE ENTERED ME.