Chapter 10 My alarm went off at five am, just as it did every workday. Only this time, I was already awake, staring at my phone, waiting for it to beep. I'd spent the entire night tossing and turning. I was such an i***t. One, I'd finally gotten to spend time with Grant, and I wasted it, and two, I let some prick college guy nail me. What did it matter if the s*x was good when the man was an asshole. Even worse was that my heart hurt from it, and it shouldn't. I shouldn't care that some girl was rubbing Gavin's arm or that he ignored me with some jackass indifference. It was just a fling, one night! Why did it feel like we were so much more than we were? Because he had been nice to me, only it was just for the s*x, he had made that much apparent last night. I told myself I'd never cry ov

