Ethan barely made it through the morning. His eyes burned from lack of sleep, his nerves frayed to the breaking point. The words from the last letter haunted him.
Even when you sleep.
Whoever it was—they weren’t just watching from afar anymore. They were here, close, closer than anyone should be.
And Ethan couldn’t take it silently any longer.
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First was Noah. He found him in the library, bent over his notes like always. Ethan dropped into the chair across from him, startling him.
“Woah,” Noah said softly, raising an eyebrow. “Rough night?”
“Answer me something,” Ethan said, his voice sharper than intended. “Do you follow me?”
Noah blinked. “What?”
“You always know where I am. You always… look at me like you’re hiding something. So tell me. Are you the one leaving things for me?”
A pause. Too long. Then Noah frowned. “Ethan, what are you talking about?”
Ethan stared at him, searching for a flicker of guilt. But Noah’s expression remained steady—concerned, not defensive.
“Forget it,” Ethan muttered, standing abruptly.
But Noah’s hand shot out, catching his wrist. Warm, steady. “Ethan… if something’s happening, you can trust me. Please.”
The sincerity in his voice made Ethan falter. For a moment, he wanted to believe him. But then the words from the note echoed again: Don’t trust them.
He pulled away.
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Next was Adrian. The shy boy was sitting under a tree, sketching in his notebook. Ethan stood over him until Adrian looked up, startled.
“E-Ethan? Did you… need something?”
Ethan crossed his arms. “What are you always writing? Notes? Letters?”
Adrian flushed, snapping his notebook shut. “No! I—it’s just stories. My own stuff. Why?”
“You’ve been watching me.”
Adrian’s mouth opened, then closed. His ears turned red. “I… notice you, yeah. But I notice a lot of people. It doesn’t mean—”
He cut himself off, looking guilty. Too guilty.
Ethan leaned in, heart racing. “If it’s you, just tell me.”
Adrian shook his head furiously. “It’s not. I swear.”
But his eyes darted away, and Ethan’s chest tightened.
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Finally, Liam. Always loud, always confident. Ethan confronted him in their dorm.
“Do you go through my stuff?” Ethan demanded.
Liam froze mid-laugh, then frowned. “What? No. Why would I?”
“You’re always joking about secret admirers. You always seem to know too much.”
Liam dropped the grin completely now, studying Ethan with something heavier in his gaze. “Ethan, what’s going on with you? Seriously.”
Ethan opened his mouth, but the words died. He couldn’t tell him. Not yet.
Not when any of them could be lying.
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That night, Ethan sat on his bed, knees pulled to his chest, staring at the watch glinting on his wrist.
Noah’s steady hand. Adrian’s guilty eyes. Liam’s sharp gaze.
All of them suspects. All of them dangerous.
And yet, part of him couldn’t ignore the truth:
Whoever it was… he wasn’t just afraid of them.
He was drawn to them.