Jay “You look like s**t, your eyes are red and puffy. Do you want me to put some makeup on you and some sunglasses?” Mitzi asked me. “I will put some cold water on my face. I will be fine.” I told her. Today was the day I wasn’t looking forward to. Last night I spent as much time as possible with Evan. After he left to go home, I spent the rest of the night silently crying. I didn’t want to admit, I was going to miss him. I know he was just going to school, but it was hurting more than I thought. If I’m like this, then Adam must be just as bad. Today she is leaving too with Evan. “Well, go soak your whole head in water, because honey, you really look like shit.” Mitzi said to me. I got up and went into my bathroom. I stripped down and decided to take a cool shower. When I got out of

