Evan When I got home to the pool house from my talk with Dean, I had a much better understanding of things. The only thing confusing me truthfully is why Jay made things much more complicated. I got into the shower and just let the water run over my body. I needed to relax and not think about Jay for a bit. As I was lathering up the soap, I realized something, was it possible that Jay was self sabotaging himself and that’s why he handled this whole gay lifestyle thing wrong? There is only one person I know of that would be truthful with me and tell me if I might be right. That is Mitzi. I got out of the shower, got dressed and headed back inside the main house. I found my mom in the movie room with my dad watching some old movie they like. “Hey honey, want to join Daddy and me?” She

