Vinny, I got up when the rays of sunshine coming from the window hit my face. I just wanted to get up and draw the curtains and sleep more because I had no sleep yesterday. I kept thinking and crying. Just some days ago I thought everything was going amazing in my life and now suddenly everything is going downhill. Dad's condition is getting worse and the person I fell in love with turned out to be a two faced monster. I had no will and motivation to get up. Also, I felt completely drained of energy. My head was busting. My back, stomach and lower body were aching like hell. Maybe what they say is true that when the source of pain is your heart, the pain travels to your whole body along with your blood. Thinking this I kept tossing in my bed, trying to get some sleep. As I turned to the

