Black, My heart kept beating fast, my breath uneven as I sat in my car and drove away from my mansion. The way she suddenly came to me and tiptoed to kiss me took me by surprise. But it was also sometimes what I had always imagined my partner would do for me. It made me so happy that I started kissing her back. Her lips on mine felt so good. But the next instance my mother's face flashed in front of me and I pushed her away. I can't do this, I am supposed to hurt her, decimate her, I convinced myself. I took out my wallet and caressed my mother's photo which was kept inside. "Am I betraying you by falling in love with her?" I ask her photo "I don't know why I feel this way towards her. There are so many girls out there. But why does my heart beat only for her? Why do I want to hold he

