Vinny,
This guy in front of me was making me hate him with his actions. And he was also making me hate myself for loving him so much. I never knew he would be this disgusting, using my fear to blackmail me to have pleasure. Maybe Tyson was right, this guy really enjoys seeing people suffer. I remember the smile on his face when his men were beating Carter.
My heart kept shattering with each blow he got. He didn't deserve that. He was just trying to help a friend in need. I didn't deserve to be hit so mercilessly. But it was my fault to put him in that situation. I shouldn't have fled, to begin with. And even if I did, I shouldn't have gotten Carter or anyone involved. Black has warned me beforehand, but I was a fool to not take his warning seriously. How could I forget that this guy in f
