Geo
I managed to wait until Brad left before I let myself cry. Great bi dirty sobs. It was the look of heartbreak on his face when I couldn’t say I loved him back. I felt awful but at the same time I just couldn’t say the words.
I didn’t know if it was because I was too scared of them to admit them to anyone or I just didn’t know. The thought of loving him was too much to even consider. I couldn’t love and even though it hurt pretending there was no possibility of me feeling it was the best course of action.
I had had such a great night with Seb, so much better and less awkward than I had been expecting. I entered the house on with a buzz from the kiss he had given me at the door. A kiss that turned me on more than I expected it too and meant that I was already primed when Brad kissed
