***TW pregnancy loss****
Geo
I lay in bed. I knew I had to get up but it felt like an effort I didn’t have the energy for. I had to get up today, I had an exam. Brad had said I didn’t need to go, he could take my medical records and explain but I didn’t want to do that.
There was no reason I couldn’t go. Medically I was fine, they had said there was no reason I couldn’t fly home next week. Now the baby was gone.
I had packed my bag while Brad was in the shower. I planned to go back to the apartment with Patty after the exam. It was too hard here with Brad. I couldn’t bear the disappointment in his eyes every time he looked at me.
I knew the baby hadn’t been planned and I hadn’t even been sure about keeping it to start but so very quickly it became so real and I was having a hard t
