Geo I felt like I was living a nightmare that I couldn’t wake up from. My heart had literally exploded when I saw something on the screen. I didn’t think it was possible to love something you didn’t have but that I couldn’t describe the emotions in any other way. But as quickly as the euphoria hit me it left when my brain caught up with reality. I couldn’t have a baby. Not right now, not with Brad. I didn’t even know if he really wanted children. My pulse fluttered when I thought that he was taking the news better than I would expect. In fact he was taking it better than me. I had always thought I knew what I was doing and where I was going but now I was totally lost. I didn’t want to think about it but it was all I could think about at the same time. Brad said he was going out bu

