Geo I braced myself when they took one of her drips off. According to the doctor she would wake up slowly in alot of pain. If she could handle it they would talk her through the options for her leg. If it was too much they would knock her out again and it was up to me. The doctor had been pretty clear, he would try his best to repair the leg but he couldn’t wait any longer as the blood flow was compromised due to the fracture and so she was already a high risk for infection. If he felt the repair would fail it would be safer for her to lose the leg now than further down the line when it might be a larger amputation. The thought made me feel nauseous, I should have eaten something as I felt lightheaded again. I forced myself to take deep breaths, I had never been the sort to fall apart

