Ralph I was utterly exhausted, worn out from going around in circles. It felt like I was trapped in a never-ending cycle, and I couldn't take it anymore. All I wanted was some semblance of stability in my life. I craved a sense of normalcy, a steady rhythm where everything fell into place. I wished things would finally start going better for me because I was desperate for some peace of mind. I needed to make sure everything was alright, but it seemed like everything was slipping through my fingers. My heart was pounding in my chest, and I knew something was wrong. There was a gnawing feeling inside me, a deep sense of unease that I couldn't shake off. I felt terrible about the entire situation, and I couldn't help but think there must be a way to fix it, to make things right again. A sm

