It's only 5 am, but I'm awake already, feeling dozy like I haven't slept yet. Next to me, Ally was sleeping soundly while her hand was resting on my thigh. I will spend the rest of my life with this person. I don't know how she feels for me, but sometimes I mistakenly think we were a happily married couple. I knew it was just a show to say we were okay.
I checked on Billy in the other room, but she wasn't there anymore. Maybe she booked a flight back to Manila early. I can't blame her because everything happens so fast. Even though I still can't believe it.
Billy's confessions are still fresh in my mind. Perhaps it's okay if she didn't burst out her true feelings, making excuses for me to feel guilty, presuming that she's not worth it, not a reason to hide it, slaying me by my stupidity,
