Bound By Love

The Breaking Point

“Naomi, about last night”, we can’t keep doing this. I don’t want to hurt you”.

“You’re not hurting me, Raymond. You’re only making me alive”. What? Is she referring s*x to make her alive oh no!.

“It’s not as easy as you think, if anyone finds out”.

“No one will”, Naomi said quickly. “ I told only Cynthia about it, she won’t say anything I swear”.

“You told someone?” He said while raising his voice at her.

“She’s my best friend, I didn’t mean to, I can’t hide any from her, I couldn’t keep it all inside”.

“Naomi”! Raymond's voice was filled with anger, he stood up and held her shoulder “Do you realize what you’ve done? If she tells anyone, our lives are over, do you understand that”?

Naomi’s eyes were watering “I’m sorry! I just needed someone to talk to. I can’t carry it alone, Raymond”.

Raymond face was full with anger, staring at her. “Nams”, he said with a Lowe voice “you just don’t get it, you could trust her with your secret before, but this? This is different. This could destroy both of us.”

“Promise me”, he said with a cool voice. “Promise me no one will hear about this again”.

Naomi nodded against his chest. “I promise”.

“I just don’t want to lose you”, Naomi said.

“I’m here okay”, she said while he caressed her cheeks. He then faced her, bringing her face closer and he gave her a kiss causing both of them chest pressed against each other.

“You know how hard it is to avoid your boobs, they are so big and sexy,” he said. Naomi has always been this kind of busty girl. He carefully slid his head inside touching around her n****e. “Ahh” Naomi released a slight moan.

He removed her top gently, pressing his mouth on her boobs, licking her n*****s at the same time fingering her. “Umm, yeahhh, OMG please don’t stop ahh yess” she cried out.

Naomi removed Raymond’s d**k out of his trouser and started sucking it. Naomi has always been naughty from the start, just that she has never had the chance to practice o******x with anyone. I mean you can’t be Cynthia’s best friend without being naughty like her.

“As she continues to suck how d**k, Raymond pressed her head harder as he moaned. “f**k yeah, suck it baby”. At this point he had forgotten it’s his sister

“Yeahhhhh babyyyy, get to the top, she then put his d**k between her boobs. He was getting real hard, he had to stop her.

“No…” he said, shaking his head. No, “Naomi, we can’t keep going”.

“Raymond, please,” she begged with a low voice. “Don’t push me away, I can’t take it.

“You don’t know how much I want this,” he said with a harsh voice, “but if we cross that line… I’m really afraid we can never come back”.

“But we already have. “ He pulled her close to his chest. It was the only way he gave her what she needed without completely losing himself.

“Promis me Naomi,” he said with a low voice. “You’ll never let Cynthia say a word. Nobody else can never know”.

Later that night, Naomi was awake through the night staring at her ceiling. Every kiss, every hug, every touch kept replaying in her head like a movie couldn’t turn off. Her phone rang from a notification, it was Cynthia, her best friend.

Cynthia: so?? What’s up?? Did you talk to him??

Naomi wanted to tell her best friend everything, about the way he kissed her, the way he hugged her, but she quickly remembered that she had promised Raymond not to say a word again.

Naomi: Yes, we talked. All good.

Cynthia: Are you sure? Girl you’ve been obsessed about this thing for a week now. And that’s all you’ve given me?

Naomi has never hidden anything from her best friend Cynthia, she knew instantly that keeping the secret wasn’t going to be an easy thing.

The next morning at school, Naomi came late to class but Cynthia was already there waiting for her.

“Tell me, what really happened”?

“We just talked out things and everything is fine”

Cynthia moved closer to her and said “Naomi, I know you, you can’t lie to me, I know when you’re telling the truth”.

“Cyn, please just drop it”

“Hmmm, you’re hiding something. Don’t worry I’ll find out soon”. She said

“You’re so handsome Ray, smiling happily toward him.

That was candy talking to Ray. Candy had always had a crush on Ray and she is this kind of girl that does anything to get anything she wants, no matter what because she comes from a rich family and all.

Naomi stood and she saw how candy and her brother ray were talking romantically, sitting on his laps, faced closed, eyes locked in. Naomi was pissed at what she was looking at. She couldn’t believe her eyes, she thought Raymond loved her only and nobody else. She was really jealous and hated candy instantly.

At home in the evening Naomi sat on the couch pretending to read a book, but she couldn’t stop thinking about how candy and her brother were so damn close today. She tried to get it off her head but she couldn’t.

“Doesn’t he enjoy me? Doesn’t he like how sweet I am? Doesn’t he like the way we kissed? Many s****l questions were going through her mind. Immediately she heard the door, she knew it was Raymond.

“Hey brother,” she said with a fake smile.

“Hey” he replied, sounding stressed.

Naomi looked at him. He looked normal as if her whole world hadn’t shifted last night.

“You came home late,” she said.

“Yeah, candy needed help with her school project”. He said casually walking toward the fridge.

Her heart sank. Candy again!

“Ohh” Naomi said pretending not to even care. “You two seem so close though”.

He looked shocked for a while, then turned around. “She’s just a friend, Naomi”.

“Ohh really”? She said, sounding jealous. Because she didn’t look like just a friend when she was sitting on your lap today.”

Raymond's eyes widened. “You were watching us?”

Naomi took a long breath and stood up. “i wasn’t watching, I just— she took a breath again trying not to sound desperate— “I just saw. And I didn’t like it.”

He sighed, rubbing his hands together. “Listen, Naomi, you can’t go around acting like this. What happened between us…. It shouldn’t have happened. And the more you cling to it, the harder it becomes for both of us”

Her eyes filled with tears. “So that’s it? You’re just going to pretend it didn’t mean anything?”

“Look I’m trying to fix and make things right before it destroys us”.

“Then why does it hurt so much?” She whispered.

Raymond looked at her, really looked at her and for a moment. There was pain in his eyes, guilt, and something else he didn’t want to name.

He stepped closer to her “Naomi, I care about you more than you’ll ever understand. Both if we keep going like this, we’ll both drown”.

“I already am,” she said.

They broke into silence. Then, without saying another word, Raymond turned around and walked to his room.

Naomi sank back to the coach, tears rolling down her cheeks. Her heart felt like it was breaking in slow motion.