Chapter 7: Silence and Ledgers

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The second time King Demitri entered her chambers after the rose incident, Princess Elowen realized immediately that something was wrong. Not with him. With the atmosphere around him. The servants became tense the moment he stepped through the doors. One nearly dropped the tea tray in her hands before hurrying away with lowered eyes. Another froze entirely until Demitri dismissed her with a single glance. Then the doors shut. And silence settled over the room like smoke. Elowen sat stiffly beside the window alcove, a book resting unopened in her lap. Evening rain tapped softly against the glass while shadows from the fireplace flickered across the walls. Demitri stood near the entrance for a long moment without speaking. His gaze moved slowly across the room. The untouched medicine trays. The folded bandages. The books stacked carelessly beside her chair. Then finally, her. His eyes lingered on the visible cuts still healing across her hands. On the faded bruising near her wrist. On the way she held herself too carefully, favoring one side slightly whenever she moved. The physician had said the injuries would heal within two weeks. It had been three. “You are still hurt.” The statement came flatly. Not quite a question. Elowen lowered her gaze instinctively. “It is healing.” “It should already be healed.” Something sharp flickered beneath his calm tone. Anger. Not loud anger. Worse. Restrained anger. Elowen’s stomach tightened. “I said,” Demitri repeated slowly, “it should already be healed.” She swallowed quietly. “The injuries were deeper than expected.” “Then the physician failed.” “No.” The answer escaped before she could stop herself. Demitri’s eyes narrowed slightly. “Elaborate.” Elowen immediately regretted speaking. Her fingers tightened around the edge of the book in her lap. “It is not the physician’s fault,” she said carefully. “I simply… did not wish to bother the servants repeatedly.” Silence. Then, “You stopped treatment.” “No, I,” “You neglected your injuries.” The accusation landed sharply. Elowen looked down again. In truth, she had avoided calling the servants unless absolutely necessary. They no longer spoke to her unless required. Meals were delivered quietly. Bandages replaced quickly. No warmth remained in their eyes anymore. Not hatred exactly. Distance. Like she had become something fragile and inconvenient. And Elowen had grown tired of asking for help. Demitri stepped closer. The movement alone made tension crawl through the room. “Why did you go into the gardens,” he asked suddenly, “when you were specifically ordered to remain inside?” There it was. The punishment. The interrogation. Elowen’s shoulders stiffened instinctively. “I apologized already.” “That was not an answer.” “I wanted fresh air.” “You risked injury for fresh air?” His voice sharpened slightly. Elowen looked up before she could stop herself. “I did not intend to fall into the roses.” “No,” he said coldly. “You intended to ignore orders.” The words struck harder than they should have. Perhaps because they reminded her too much of home. Of her father’s voice. Of Queen Vivienne calling her difficult for wanting things as simple as freedom. Something bitter rose unexpectedly in her chest. “You already locked me away,” she said quietly. “What difference did a garden make?” Demitri’s expression darkened slightly. “You were confined for your own safety.” Elowen stared at him. Then laughed softly. Not because anything was funny. Because she genuinely could not understand him. “My safety?” she repeated. “You were unfamiliar with Delmatia.” “I am still unfamiliar with Delmatia.” Silence. Demitri’s jaw tightened faintly. Then, unexpectedly, he asked, “Why did you stop going outside at night?” The question hit her sideways. Elowen blinked. “What?” “You used to walk through the gardens every night.” His tone remained measured, but something beneath it felt… off. Too casual. Too observant. “You no longer do.” Confusion flickered through her immediately. For several seconds, she simply stared at him. “You…” she said slowly, “you told me I was forbidden from leaving.” “Yes.” “And now you ask why I stopped?” Demitri did not answer immediately. Elowen’s frustration rose sharply for the first time since arriving in Delmatia. “Am I imprisoned or not?” The question escaped harsher than intended. The room went completely still. No one spoke to the King of Delmatia that way. But Elowen barely noticed. Because none of this made sense. He confined her. Then questioned why she remained confined. He ignored her for weeks. Then appeared angry that her injuries had not healed properly. Everything about him contradicted itself. Demitri watched her carefully now. And for the first time since entering, Elowen noticed something strange. Not anger. Not exactly. Something closer to irritation directed at himself. But it vanished too quickly to fully understand. “You misunderstand,” he said finally. “No,” Elowen replied quietly. “I simply do not understand you at all.” The honesty of it surprised both of them. Silence stretched again. Rain continued softly beyond the windows. Then suddenly, something inside Elowen snapped. Not loudly. Not dramatically. Just enough. “Why do the servants no longer speak to me?” The question came abruptly. Demitri frowned slightly. “What?” “They avoid me now.” Elowen looked away quickly, ashamed of how small her voice sounded. “They enter quietly. Leave quickly. No one speaks unless necessary.” Her fingers tightened around the book in her lap. “And Maria is no longer allowed here.” The atmosphere changed instantly. Demitri went completely still. Dangerously still. “Lady Maria Dansdale,” he said slowly. Elowen noticed the shift immediately. The coldness in his voice sharpened. “Yes.” “What about her?” “She stopped visiting.” Demitri’s expression hardened visibly now. For the first time since knowing him, Elowen saw something close to genuine fury flash across his face. Not explosive. Controlled. The kind that frightened kingdoms. “She was your friend,” Elowen continued quietly. “The only person who,” “She is not your friend.” The interruption came instantly. Sharp enough to cut. Elowen stared at him. Demitri turned away abruptly, dragging a hand through his dark hair once before exhaling slowly through his nose. Like a man restraining himself from saying too much. Too harshly. “You do not know Maria Dansdale,” he said coldly. “And you do?” A mistake. The moment the words left her mouth, Elowen regretted them. But Demitri surprised her again. Instead of anger, he laughed once. A humorless sound. “I know enough.” Something deeply unpleasant flickered behind his eyes. “She has been obsessed with this crown since she was sixteen.” Elowen froze slightly. Demitri continued before she could speak. “The court assumed I would eventually marry within Delmatia.” His tone had become icy now. “House Dansdale encouraged those assumptions.” A pause. Then, flatly, “Maria encouraged them most.” Elowen looked at him carefully. There was genuine exhaustion in his voice now. Not bitterness. Fatigue. “She entered my chambers uninvited more than once,” he said. “I have removed her from my bed twice.” Elowen’s breath caught softly. Demitri sounded disgusted. Not proud. “Every time I increased palace security,” he continued, “she simply manipulated another guard.” He looked genuinely irritated now, like the mere topic exhausted him beyond measure. “I have replaced half the western guard because of her.” Elowen stared at him silently. Maria had never spoken about him that way. Never hinted at obsession. Only admiration. Only affection. “You think the rose incident was intentional,” Elowen realized quietly. Demitri’s gaze snapped back toward her immediately. But he did not answer. Which was answer enough. Something cold settled slowly in Elowen’s stomach. “No,” she whispered instinctively. “Maria would not…” Demitri remained silent. And somehow, that silence felt crueler than accusation. Because part of her already knew. She remembered Maria’s expression in the garden now. The strange look in her eyes before the fall. The way she had pulled at her arms while pretending to help. The flowers afterward. The absence since. Elowen suddenly felt foolish. Again. Always. Demitri watched her carefully for several moments before finally speaking again. “You trust people too easily.” The words were not mocking. Just factual. And that somehow hurt more. Elowen lowered her gaze quickly. “I did not have many friends growing up.” The admission slipped out before she could stop it. Demitri went quiet. Something about the way she said it seemed to catch his attention more than expected. Elowen immediately regretted speaking again. She was saying too much. Too openly. That never ended well. So she reached for the nearest escape. Her books. She adjusted the stack beside her chair awkwardly, trying to redirect attention. Demitri’s gaze followed the movement automatically. Then paused. A strange expression crossed his face. He stepped closer toward the side table. Business ledgers. Military histories. Economic analyses. Trade route maps. Taxation records. His brows furrowed faintly. “These are yours?” Elowen blinked. “Yes.” Demitri picked up one of the books. “The Economic Failures of Eastern Monarchies.” Another. “Border Warfare Strategies of the Third Era.” Then another. “Maritime Taxation Systems.” Silence filled the room again. Finally, Demitri looked at her strangely. “You do not read romance?” Elowen stared at him blankly. “What?” “Women your age usually prefer poetry. Romance. Stories.” He glanced toward the towering stack beside her bed. “You read trade systems.” The question should not have embarrassed her. And yet somehow, it did. Because suddenly she felt childish. Strange. Different in ways she had spent years being mocked for. “I…” She hesitated. “Romance books are unrealistic.” Demitri raised an eyebrow faintly. “And military taxation is not?” Elowen looked away. Silence. Then, “I like understanding how kingdoms survive.” The words came softer this time. More honest. Demitri studied her carefully. Not mockingly. Not critically. Genuinely studying her. And for some reason, that made Elowen far more nervous. “You understand economics?” he asked. “A little.” “A little?” She hesitated. Then nodded once. Demitri leaned slightly against the table now, expression unreadable again. “What is happening in Norwasia?” The question landed heavily. Elowen’s spine stiffened immediately. There it was. The real purpose. Politics. Information. She should have expected it. Demitri watched her carefully. “You know the kingdom is failing.” Elowen chose her next words carefully. “Norwasia spends beyond its means.” “That is obvious.” “The kingdom became dependent on appearances,” she said diplomatically. “Luxury became expected. Festivals, imported goods, noble expenditures…” “You are describing symptoms.” Elowen’s fingers tightened slightly. She knew what he wanted. He wanted names. Weaknesses. Internal fractures. But no matter how much she disliked Norwasia, she would not betray it entirely. “It created imbalance,” she continued carefully. “Too much wealth circulates among the upper classes while production slows elsewhere.” Demitri’s eyes narrowed slightly. “You speak like a financial advisor.” Elowen ignored that. “You asked what happened. That is what happened.” “And the taxes?” She paused. “Taxes increased to compensate for overspending.” “Whose overspending?” A trap. Elowen recognized it instantly. So she answered carefully. “The nobility’s lifestyle became difficult to maintain.” Not a lie. But not the full truth either. Demitri noticed. Of course he noticed. “What about grain prices?” “The population expanded faster than agricultural investment.” Again, technically true. Again, carefully incomplete. Demitri watched her with growing intensity now. “You are avoiding specifics.” Elowen lifted her chin slightly despite the nervousness crawling through her stomach. “I am still Norwasian.” Something flickered in his expression then. Respect? Suspicion? Perhaps both. “What about the nobles fleeing debt?” This time Elowen hesitated longer. Because this answer mattered more. “Nobles borrowed heavily expecting continued prosperity,” she said slowly. “When trade weakened… many could no longer maintain appearances.” “And so they fled.” “Yes.” Silence settled once more. Demitri studied her for a very long time. Then finally, “You know far more than you say.” Elowen said nothing. Because denying it would insult both of them. And for some reason, she did not want to insult him. Not tonight. Demitri’s gaze remained fixed on her. On the way she hesitated before every answer. On the way her fingers curled tightly whenever uncertain. On how she constantly watched his expression before finishing sentences, as though bracing for punishment. As though every word required permission. The realization unsettled him more than it should have. No one raised in royal luxury behaved like this. Not unless they had learned fear first. Elowen finally lowered her eyes again beneath his stare. And somehow, that irritated him more. Not at her. At whoever had taught her to shrink herself this way. Demitri straightened slowly. The conversation had lasted longer than any interaction they had shared since marriage. And strangely, neither of them knew how to end it. Finally, he moved toward the door. Elowen’s shoulders tensed instinctively again. Still expecting something. Punishment. Correction. Disapproval. Demitri noticed. Of course he noticed. He paused at the doorway without turning around fully. Then said quietly, “Lady Maria Dansdale will not trouble you anymore.” Elowen froze. Her breath caught sharply. Because she had never actually told him Maria caused the fall. And before she could ask what he meant, Demitri walked out. Leaving her alone with the terrifying realization that the King of Delmatia saw far more than he ever revealed.
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