Maya's POV My blood ran cold. I knew exactly what he was doing. This wasn't about being mates. This was blackmail. I should tell Kieran. He'd protect me. He'd promised to protect me, and I believed him, I mean, he'd done it time and again. But if Liam exposed me now, everything would be over. My dream of playing hockey. My freedom. Everything I'd risked by running away. I couldn't lose it all. Not now. "I'm just nervous," I said quickly, grabbing his hand. "I've never had s*x before. That's all." His eyebrows shot up. "Never?" I shook my head, heat flooding my cheeks. "Never." His expression softened, and he squeezed my hand. "We'll take it slow then. We'll have s*x when you're ready." Relief washed over me, but it was short-lived. "But that doesn't mean I'm letting you go so eas

