but to tell the bitter truth ,it has been almost a week since I last eat anything .
I just want to escape, this life to become who I want to be, not to hide under anybody, to be me ,and just being real doing my own thing ,by myself and for my self .
I knew in my heart that I had have enough of my family that one was for sure so I took my shot.
nanah could I ask you for a favor?
ask away my baby,what can I do for you.
taking a moment to breathe.
help me escape .
nanah was awe struck about what I asked her she took her moment to Panic before answering me.
my child what you ask if me is a bit difficult, If your family finds out they will definitely kill me for sure!!
then we make it look like I ran away from home.
ohh my poor child, do u even know what you want to do, you want to run away from home with absolutely no were to go or no money
I know nanah but what choices do I have?
do you suggest that I live my life like this for the rest of my life hiding or more like hidden behind someone else,
punished for crimes I didn't commit, beaten and starved all my life.
l am their family ,but they never treated me like one ,I was better off a maid than a daughter they see me less "exhale".
nanah how long do you think that I can cope with all this how long.sighing before she continues with her words
I always longed for their attention ,there love just like they give it to my sister but I just realized that they never will see me the way I want them to .
nanah I have tried and I think nineteen years is enough I am tired I rather go out to the world than continue to live my life like this .
ohhh you poor little thing ( nanah hugged me and comforted me) your sister and your parents are going out on Friday for this event they have been talking about it for about some days ago.
is that your way of saying that you will help me .
no oo I.. I didn't say that
hahaha Perry laughed seeing the cute face the nanny made.
you damn child see if I don't don't beat you to a pulp.