"Tell me you're close," Priya said, without preamble. "I have three separate people asking me if you're a ghost."
"An hour out, maybe less." Valery leaned against the car, watching a family pile out of a minivan two pumps down, a mother wrangling two small children while their father stood frowning at his phone, and felt an odd pang she couldn't quite place, something between longing and grief that she filed away without examining too closely. "Any news I should brace for before I get there?"
"Depends on your definition of news." Priya's voice had the briskness she used when she was deciding how much to say and how much to save for in person. "Larkspur House is showing at the Fashion Center next month. Full runway, real press, the works. They're calling it the collection that's going to define the season."
Valery felt something tighten in her chest, an old competitive instinct she hadn't exercised in almost a year. "Larkspur wasn't even a name eighteen months ago."
"It is now. And they've been very generous in interviews about how VALERY's absence created space for houses willing to, and I quote, 'take real creative risks instead of resting on legacy.'" Priya let that sit for a beat. "I wasn't going to tell you until you were back at your desk, but you're going to hear it from someone at a dinner party within your first week home, and I'd rather it came from me."
"Good. I'd rather know what I'm walking into." Valery watched the numbers climb on the gas pump, forcing her voice to stay level. "We'll talk properly tomorrow. Tonight I just want to get home."
"Understood. And Valery." Priya paused. "It's good to have you back. Really."
"It's good to be missed," Valery said, and meant it more than she expected to.
She hung up and stood a moment longer beside the car, watching the family from the minivan finally herd themselves back inside, the mother catching her eye briefly and offering the small, exhausted smile strangers give each other in gas station parking lots, a flicker of shared humanity that vanished as quickly as it appeared. Valery smiled back and got in the car. Priya's news sat uneasily alongside everything else she was carrying into Westbridge: the tin box she'd left behind, the envelope in her bag, and now a rival house circling the space she'd left empty, ready to show her how much a year could cost a woman who thought her name alone would hold her place.
Somewhere around the second hour of driving, the fields gave way to the highway, and the highway gave way, gradually, to the first unmistakable signs of Westbridge asserting itself on the horizon, a skyline she had once known as intimately as her own face and now regarded with a stranger's wariness. Billboards for a fashion week she hadn't attended. A radio ad for a restaurant that hadn't existed when she'd left. The particular quality of traffic that told her, more than any sign could, that she was approaching a city that measured its worth in speed, in spectacle, in who was seen where and with whom.
She thought of Nathan's voice on the phone, warm and easy, and let herself imagine his face when she walked through the door, unannounced a day earlier than she'd told him, a small private indulgence she'd been planning for a week, the idea of surprising him rather than staging a return the way Priya wanted to stage it, cameras and flowers and a headline waiting to be written. She wanted, just once, to walk back into her own life quietly, to see her husband's face c***k open with genuine surprise rather than rehearsed delight, before the machinery of Westbridge caught up with the fact that she'd come home.
She thought, too, though she tried not to, of the envelope still sitting in her overnight bag, carried with her rather than left behind at Wren House, as though some part of her needed it close even while she refused to open it. And she thought of the tin box, left this time in Margaret's keeping, in the drawer where her grandmother had promised to guard it until she was ready to explain, a promise Valery chose, somewhat against her better judgment, to trust completely.
The city grew larger in her windshield, glass and steel catching the late morning light, and Valery felt the old thrill return to her chest despite everything, the electricity of Westbridge that she had built her entire adult life around, the hum of a place that never quite slept, that rewarded ambition and punished hesitation in equal measure. She had missed it more than she'd let herself admit even to Nathan, more than she'd admitted to Priya, more, perhaps, than she'd admitted to herself in the quiet mornings at Wren House when guilt over wanting to leave had tangled itself around her grief over the thought of losing Margaret.
She took the exit toward The Heights with her hands steady on the wheel and her heart beating harder than an empty highway warranted. Something prickled at the back of her neck. She was not driving only toward her husband and her house and the life she'd left paused for eleven months. She was driving toward something waiting in the space between her own gates and a front door she had not walked through in nearly a year.
She told herself it was nerves, the ordinary vertigo of coming home, the strange sensation of stepping back into a life that had kept moving forward without her.
She had never once, in twenty years, been wrong about a room.