At night, I never slept properly.
I had too many enemies.
I trusted no one.
That night was no different.
I lay on my bed, eyes closed, body still—but my mind alert, always listening.
Then I heard it.
Footsteps.
Soft. Bare. Careful.
She moved through the corridor like she belonged to the shadows, passed her own door—and turned toward mine.
She entered without a sound.
But her heartbeat betrayed her.
I felt it before I opened my eyes—felt the shift in the room, the wrongness of another presence so close to my bed. The air changed. Tightened.
I opened my eyes.
Moonlight slid across steel.
A knife.
In her hand.
For one long, dangerous second, we stared at each other.
She didn’t look like an assassin.
She looked like a woman standing on the edge of a decision that could ruin her.
Her grip was tight, knuckles white—but her wrist trembled. Just enough.
“You want to kill me?” I asked quietly.
My voice was calm. Too calm.
I lifted my chin, exposing my throat, my chest—offering myself like a challenge.
“Then do it.”
Her breath hitched. I saw it. Felt it.
Doubt cracked through her resolve like glass.
Before she could think again, I reached out—not fast, not violent—and pressed her wrist down.
The knife slipped from her fingers.
It hit the floor with a sharp metallic sound that echoed through the room like a verdict.
Her eyes dropped to it.
Mine never left her face.
I moved.
In one hard pull, I dragged her forward and down onto the bed. The mattress dipped beneath her weight, shock tearing a breath from her chest as she tried to twist away.
She fought.
Fire.
I caught her wrists and pinned them above her head, my body settling over hers—heavy, unyielding, absolute. Not hurting her. Never that.
But she felt it.
My control.
Her breath turned ragged beneath me. Her chest rose fast, brushing mine with every inhale. Our faces were inches apart—too close to lie, too close to escape.
Her eyes flashed up at me. Defiant. Burning.
“You’re afraid,” she whispered.
I almost smiled.
I leaned closer—slowly, deliberately—until our breaths tangled, until she felt every inch of the space I stole from her.
“Afraid?” I murmured.
“No.”
My mouth hovered over hers, close enough to steal her breath without touching.
The sweet taste of her lips overwhelmed me.
“I’m deciding what to do with you.”
Her lips parted despite herself.
That was the moment.
I kissed her.
Hard.
Not gentle. Not asking.
It was a claiming kiss—controlled, punishing, filled with everything I’d restrained the second she walked into my room with a knife.
She gasped against my mouth, a sound that went straight through me, her body tensing before betraying her.
Her breath stuttered as the realization hit, heat pooling low in her stomach, her body reacting before her mind could deny it.
The way she changed beneath me. The way her resistance faltered, replaced by something warmer, softer, dangerously inviting. Her hips shifted—just slightly—then froze, as if she’d realized what she’d done.
I felt it.
I broke the kiss abruptly, my forehead resting against hers, breath heavy, jaw tight.
“Don’t,” I said lowly, more warning than plea.
“Don’t make me forget why I should let you walk out of this room.”
Her eyes stayed locked on mine.
Slowly, deliberately, she turned her face away, breaking the pull between us. That was all it took. The spell fractured. I felt it the second her body stopped responding.
I released her wrists.
She slid out from under me and sat up, the sheets whispering against her skin.
Then she stood.
Didn’t look at me.
Then she left.
The door closed softly.
Too softly.
And I remained on the bed, staring at the ceiling, my body still remembering hers—knowing she had walked out by choice, not fear.
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Days passed.
One evening, I came home to find her sitting on the sofa, reading.
She was curled into herself, knees drawn up, like she was conserving warmth—or guarding something precious. Her hair spilled over her shoulders in slow, careless waves, fire tamed just enough to look innocent. One finger rested against her lips, not biting, not moving—just there.
As if she knew exactly what it did to me.
As if she had placed it there on purpose.
I stood still, watching her the way a starving animal watches food it isn’t allowed to touch.
Every instinct in me leaned forward. To cross the room. To feel the heat of her skin. To prove she was real. My hands flexed at my sides, aching with restraint.
She didn’t look up.
Didn’t need to.
Her body spoke fluently—soft curves folded tight, bare feet tucked beneath her, throat exposed in that careless way that felt like a challenge.
She was doing this knowingly.
And the worst part was—I let her.
I took a breath.
She exhaled at the same time.
Not coincidence.
She closed the book and rested it on her knees. Still no eye contact. As if seeing me was unnecessary—because she already knew exactly where I stood, how close I was willing to come, how far I would not.
She stood.
Passed me.
So close I felt the ghost of heat again, the echo of that night pressing against my skin. Her shoulder brushed mine—barely. A mistake no one like her ever made.
She paused at the hallway.
For a moment—just one—I thought she might turn. Say something. Anything.
She didn’t.
Her door closed quietly behind her.