22 HALEY I replayed my conversation with Lily from over my lunch break while showering and shaving my legs. As usual, I had spilled my guts, and she gave me the advice I’d expected from her mouth. You only live once. Go for it. Ride the wave. Meaning enticing Garrett to join me and Wyatt over the weekend even if I only got to see the two of them together. But it was a chance I was willing to take. I needed answers, goddamnit, and I couldn’t find the words to explain or ask Garrett about the situation my heart found itself in. But Wyatt had opened my mind before I was prepared. I thought I’d had two more days before I would face the two of them again…but no. He headed toward our apartment with every intent of f*****g. Did I have the balls to put something else into motion? I prep

