SHARED PAIN.
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He always shared in her agony of her finding out about his cheating spree's. Initially, he didn't know it would affect him because he lacked understanding and didn't pick up on the changes inward himself, until he almost lost her!
That was when it feels as though his heart was being torn out of his chest raw, he later understood! he had fallen into his own devilish snares and made great efforts to turn over a new leaf for a her and his sake.
The strive of a breaking heart , the red blazing hot hell of ones insides on fire as you look upon someone you deeply care for but refuse to acknowledge, the agonizing trauma of self deceptive denial you taste as you behold one your heart beats for slipping away from your hold by your actions; was the eye opener to the reality he so arrogantly believed he would never experience.
He had, had ups and downs with Mansa along the route they trailed on, in the alliance of their hearts. Some fierce he'd believed, he lost her for good yet they found their way back to each other.
"That should count for something meaningful like what we have!" He told himself convincingly as he continued his reclusive discussion. "It should definitely mean we were meant to be together. No doubt it should! because She was a wonderful teacher, I learnt so much from. Especially, my heart learnt to capture one person unconsciously! it learnt to beat for someone! just one special person her!
"This time around nothing happened, did it?" They didn't have an issue, which automatically meant everything should be normal. Notwithstanding, the fact that she simply had to go attend to a friend in need of her hospitality, more like a blood sister than what it truly was. The two ladies have grown over the years from a friendship, Mansa singularly, regularly nagged about every single day. On how Jennifer was manipulative subtly to an inseparable blood bonded sisterhood. which might be affecting me now. "Was I wrong to have agreed to let Mansa go be with Jenn in time of trouble?" He questioned his decision. "Not that I could have stop her if she wanted to in the first place anyways but .. Hhmm!" He sighed lonely. "All should be well right?" He asked himself rhetorically with sound in contrast to his former inner deliberations.
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