Ian I am stressed, depressed even. I can barely sleep without having nightmares, memories of the past that I had buried deep within me, memories that have taken years to get over, do we say I got over them? What I went through before I became the invisible Mafia King and the Alpha of the Blacksils. I walk out through the back door through the flower garden in my vest and shorts. I wish I could see Olivia tonight, only her smile has a way of calming my troubled heart and mind wherever, whenever. Her smile always radiates warmth and she is too kind for her own good. Getting off my short I split through the woods. Running has always cooled my mind helping me to think rationally. I have been running through these woods for the last five days and I am out of ideas. I do not have a way of kn

