Samantha...
The twins were out in the back with grandpa's men, Russell and José. The two men were very scary but very sweet with the twins. Nicolas and grandpa were out somewhere, they didn't tell me where they were going but I was happy grandpa was getting to know Nicolas first hand.
Poor Nicolas is scared of him but I assured him that he had nothing to fear. Last night Nicolas tried to make love to me but I still wants ready, even if I wanted him so badly. Here wasn't where I imagined our first love-making to be.
I wanted our first night to be far away from anyone, so they won't hear me. I wanted it to be remembered forever, and here wasn't the place I wanted it to be.
After having breakfast, grandpa said that they'll be gone all day and maybe come back during dinner time which w
