Amari’s POV
I wasn’t even sure how long it had been since I had last spoken to Noah. I called his number several times as the weeks went by, knowing full well the call would never go through. Instantly I felt guilty for even trying to reach out to another man. After every call, I felt the need to visit Jay's grave simply to apologize and to reassure him that I still loved him.
I felt as if my dad had caught onto my internal struggle. Not long after, he sent me on a low-risk mission with the newbies. While it was well below my skill set, it would keep me busy. It was strange, to say the least, but there was no way he possibly knew. The days that led up to the briefing were a blur, I could not even remember waking up that morning.
“It’s simple, our mission is to provide safe passage for
