Aurelia
I woke up on the floor in the same spot that I collapsed in. My eyes stung from how much I had cried, and my chest ached. I had never felt despair like this before in my entire life.
There were no more tears left for me to cry as I stared numbly at the ceiling.
Jaxson shocked me last night when he said they were letting me go. I had felt utterly overwhelmed and unable to think clearly, so I stupidly accepted his offer. I thought it was what I wanted, but now I realize what a mistake that was. I couldn't live without them, and I didn't want to.
Why didn't I speak up? God, you're so stupid, Aurelia.
Now, as I lay here, alone and heartbroken, all I could think about was how I made the biggest mistake of my life. The guys must hate me for leaving them. I couldn't even blame them
