Avery Time has flown by, and we have fallen into a routine. Cooking breakfast with them no longer makes me anxious, and I feel more at ease around them in general, but a new feeling has emerged. I find myself feeling waves of heat flush my skin as my muscles tense, my heart rate increases, and my panties dampen. I have also noticed feelings of euphoria, silly, nervous twitches when they touch me, and vulnerability, because I wonder if this is a dream that could turn into a nightmare at any moment. Also, I find myself thinking of them more. So I asked Trisha, and she told me that I am feeling the mate bond, including its desire for s*x and love. But I can't be falling in love, can I? I am sitting in my old room at my adoptive parents' home. It feels alien now, even though all of my things

