**Avery**
I just had s*x for the first time. It was only uncomfortable for a short time, and then afterward, I couldn't find the words to describe it. I wonder if it will feel this good with all of them. I also wonder what it will be like to be with more than one of them at the same time. I look at myself in my bathroom mirror. I don't look any different, but I feel it. I also feel this ache. It is not a soreness type of ache, but one of longing. After I peed, I washed up and found myself m**********g, which was odd at first, but I couldn't relieve the tension coiling within me like a rattlesnake prepared to strike. So I sought out someone who could make me come. After lightly knocking, I went into Clint’s room.
“Avery, are you alright?” he asked, as he switched off the nightly news.
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